[00:00.705]**** it, why don't you just let me overdose?[00:04.880]I did it again, and woke up again[00:06.959]Tired of running from all these withdrawals,[00:09.045]Keep losing my friends[00:10.348]This might be my end[00:11.628]All of these drugs while I'm counting my ends[00:13.451]**** it I'm dead[00:14.471]**** it I'm dead inside...[00:17.829]And now you know why[00:19.118]Now that I'm gone, I'm on the run[00:20.936]Alone in my room I look down at my gun[00:23.007]Picking it up, I don't want to give up[00:25.081]But I'm stuck in this rut that I've dug and I'm ****ed[00:27.407]The drugs didn't help[00:28.444]I blame myself for the shit I've been dealt[00:30.468]Tell you I'm cool but I'm losing my grip[00:32.546]Tell you I'm good but I'm losing my shit[00:35.940]You didn't want to take him to the hospital[00:40.103]All you really wanted was his capital[00:44.484]Another one lost that we cannot predict[00:46.553]This is a plague and we cannot pretend[00:48.853]Another mistake too much gas in your lungs[00:50.680]When you stick in that needle and watch what's alive (****)[00:53.777]Letting go of all I've ever known[01:00.529]I wanna feel the wave's control[01:04.931]Tighten its grip around my throat[01:10.139]Crashing over me, I'm holding on[01:18.962]Feel the narcotics might never wake up[01:21.032]All of the bodies just start to pile up[01:23.090]And that's when it hits you rips you perplexed[01:25.141]Now you are floating, it's on to the next[01:26.684]Now I'm letting go, let the chemicals control[01:34.224]I'm holding on[01:38.916]Always dismissed do you get the gist?[01:43.066]I'm holding on[01:44.861]Letting go of all I've ever known[01:51.871]I wanna feel the wave's control[01:56.016]Tighten its grip around my throat[02:00.676]You never really ever gave a shit[02:04.871]Always dismissed do you get the gist?[02:10.057]Always kneeling down[02:14.266]I'm an addict with a crown[02:19.136]Don't you love the sound when my body hits the ground[02:22.687]Why don't you just let me drown?[02:26.598]**** it, why don't you just let me overdose?[02:30.506]I did it again, and woke up again[02:32.781]Tired of running from all these withdrawals,[02:34.716]Keep losing my friends[02:36.010]This might be my end[02:36.988]All of these drugs while I'm counting my ends[02:38.930]**** it I'm dead[02:40.237]**** it I'm dead inside...[02:43.456]And now you know why