[00:36.93]Yeah[00:38.41]Look lately I went missing with no permission[00:41.10]It's part of it[00:42.32]I been working harder than competition from start of it[00:44.93]Now they're looking at me[00:46.44]I see 'em all through the rearview[00:48.90]Kill yourself to get your spot[00:50.12]Then they die to be near you[00:51.46]They think that I made it cause I made it past them[00:54.56]They were never the target[00:56.37]My target is past Em[00:58.27]They laugh but they laugh too[00:59.23]And they talk to me back then[01:00.85]Guess it's déjà vu[01:02.16]I'll be back when I lap them[01:04.43]Hate that I acknowledge haters[01:06.14]Call it a curse[01:06.93]I'm on a search for validation[01:08.81]Guess I don't know how this works[01:10.71]But I'm learning on the job[01:12.17]You can never please 'em all[01:13.63]I see why rappers get that money[01:15.39]And then all they do is bull[01:17.46]Let them know[01:18.33]I can feel the transformation[01:20.55]I don't want to change[01:21.31]But part of me just wants to make it[01:23.22]Pardon me while I vacation[01:24.77]Part of me wants to be famous[01:26.37]But what good is being known if I don't 'member what my name is?[01:30.37]Everything is changing[01:32.37]I just pray it's for the better[01:33.00]This used to be my diary[01:34.55]Now it's an open letter[01:36.38]Hope that I can take the heat[01:37.48]I been used to the coldest weather[01:39.61]I'll do what I gotta do[01:40.81]The industry should know what's better[01:42.70]I say the real **** that you afraid to say[01:45.26]Then I get **** for sayin' it[01:47.18]I'd rather get a thanks[01:48.40]People steady takin' shots[01:51.12]But more and more they feel like blanks[01:51.66]And all these rappers get upset[01:53.42]My team is movin' up the ranks[01:55.25]Get your weight up I don't wait up[01:56.57]I can't count the night I stayed up[01:58.44]Man, sometimes this life's a *****[02:00.24]But I just hope that this ***** pays up[02:01.65]Used to want it, now I need it[02:04.41]That's the difference between failing and succeeding[02:08.57]Far as underground goes[02:09.84]My numbers do the talkin'[02:11.50]Couple hundred on the table[02:12.48]All I gotta do is walk in but I won't[02:15.14]Really I could use the money but I don't[02:17.62]Reputation all I have[02:18.69]And that a'int ever worth a quote[02:20.52]If all I'm worried 'bout is cash[02:21.52]I be in the game for a second[02:23.63]I'm in the game to break records[02:26.36]Not in the game to take second[02:27.56]Where the hell is my crew at?[02:28.55]Behind me, boy, you knew that[02:30.19]Soon as I get a little bit of buzz[02:32.11]It's like these people try to do that[02:33.77]Soon as we get a little bit of pub[02:35.67]It's like that circle get a little tighter[02:36.57]Soon as we get a little bit of loot[02:37.75]Those people's eyes, they get a little wider[02:39.63]Bout done beggin' for greenrooms[02:41.43]I be like "Bruce, just give him that rider"[02:43.16]Got yo chick all on my ****[02:44.54]While you just stand there right beside her[02:46.66]Like it's cool[02:47.97]I'm just tryna' wrap my head around the fact that one day I'm nobody[02:51.38]Then I'm a celeb[02:52.44]What's the basis[02:53.74]I'm in different places[02:54.91]Ride with me or let me be[02:56.50]Only gettin' better[02:57.89]I think I'm ready for anything