[00:00.000] 作词 : ghostar[00:01.000] 作曲 : ghostar[00:10.380]back to 2018[00:11.882]I was still a lil boy[00:13.133]压个拍都费劲[00:14.635]伴奏我不能afford[00:15.887]I can not handle a thing[00:17.389]那些人压榨于我[00:18.642]别人学数学语文[00:19.896]而我上课听Rick Ross[00:21.899]my mama asked me 上完大学what is your destination[00:23.980]I m like I dont know 只要我做的 is my favorite[00:26.485]for real不知道以后说唱在不在我playlist[00:29.997]but at least right now my mind is levitating[00:32.003]我常常在想什么时候才能end my suffering[00:35.007]可能当我的账户有天多了八个0[00:38.013]最初的想法特别肤浅就是装个b[00:40.275]但现在有目标了 I can not change a thing[00:42.530]我的话语曾经很多[00:44.033]但我却学会了talkless[00:45.287]也许是一种成长[00:46.791]也可能是种防备[00:48.044]我朋友告诉我说[00:49.297]我时间不能荒废[00:50.549]我还会选择喝多[00:52.052]当我wake up in another sunday[00:53.315][00:54.068][00:54.570][00:55.321][01:03.843]I mma do it for no reason[01:05.096]all you do is gotta litsen[01:06.347]任何season[01:07.100]把rap当做锻炼[01:08.101]训练我的fitness[01:09.104]I can not change my idea 我活在我的city[01:11.608]现在太多人想靠近 因为曾经有人leave me[01:14.366]I have a best friend and his name is Andy[01:17.138]我想做歌赚钱他想工作在医院里[01:19.890]u know 虽然方式不同但都是为人医病[01:23.151]他现在20 我见他时他才16[01:25.406]所以说嘛 我跟我的发小话变少了[01:27.909]不是关系淡了而是都在专心搞事[01:30.420]这种状况可能都是自己梦想导致[01:32.924]假设我找他有事 回复我俩字好的[01:35.681]当你真正忙起来的时候你学会了talkless[01:38.698]不是性格冷漠也不是给嘴缠上胶带[01:41.203]装的高冷会让别人说你耍个大牌或者网红[01:46.211]也或者自己选择与孤独相伴