[00:00.458]I try to go to bed early just about every night[00:04.089]Wanna stop my head from spinnin', but it's too big a fight[00:08.007]I give myself up for love, and I don't even try[00:11.847]Tell myself when it's dark just to run and hide[00:15.818]Count the stairs to my door till I am safe inside[00:19.475]I do everything I can sometimes not to cry[00:23.236]I hate that I lose my shit, and I just don't know why[00:27.076]I hate that I can't even read my own mind[00:31.517]I've been on fire[00:35.880]I can't help myself[00:39.171]Runnin' on wires[00:43.089]Balancin' over hell[00:46.799]Anxious dreams pushin' me[00:50.926]Out of sleep[00:53.408]What am I doing to me?[00:57.326]What am I doing to me?[00:59.991]Oh[01:01.166]What am I doing?[01:02.733]What am I doing?[01:04.745]What am I doing to me?[01:08.533]What am I doing?[01:10.309]What am I doing?[01:12.373]What am I doing to me?[01:16.813]Wake up shakin', I'm panic sleepin' all the time[01:20.471]Cracked my phone and I spilled another glass of wine[01:24.206]My friends keep tellin' me I should take my own advice[01:28.464]But I made my bed, so that's where I gotta lie[01:32.461]I've been on fire[01:36.745]I can't help myself[01:40.036]Runnin' on wires[01:44.007]Balancin' over hell[01:47.716]Anxious dreams pushin' me[01:51.896]Out of sleep[01:54.378]What am I doing to me?[01:58.087]What am I doing to me?[02:00.882]Oh[02:02.084]What am I doing?[02:03.651]What am I doing?[02:05.715]What am I doing to me?[02:09.555]What am I doing?[02:11.305]What am I doing?[02:13.342]What am I doing to me?[02:18.201]Try too hard, don't try enough[02:21.937]Don't know why I can't get myself to give a ****[02:25.698]I'm burnin' down, no, I can't breathe[02:29.512]Can someone tell me[02:30.557]What am I doing to me?[02:34.423]Oh[02:40.144]What am I doing?[02:41.711]What am I doing?[02:43.827]What am I doing to me?[02:48.764]I've been on fire[02:52.813]No, I can't help myself[02:55.504]What am I doing?[02:56.967]What am I doing?[02:59.031]What am I doing to me?[03:02.923]What am I doing?[03:04.699]What am I doing?[03:06.815]What am I doing to me?