Gross - Penelope Scott.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Penelope Scott
[00:25.100]It was so easy with you, so salty and gross
[00:27.831]Made me feel clean by comparison
[00:30.555]It was the tongue in my mouth
[00:32.107]And the fire in my house
[00:33.777]It made me look so innocent
[00:36.647]I'm never gonna feel good again
[00:39.228]I've played this game all the way to the end
[00:42.732]Look at this stupid little song for you
[00:45.146]You're pretty good at this game, too
[00:49.405]I wish I didn't miss you
[00:52.125]Or that I liked you at all
[00:55.303]I wish I had the guts to **** my own life up
[00:59.385]I wish I had your set of balls
[01:01.754]But I'm a chemical compound
[01:04.398]I'm just the ring you take off
[01:07.406]I'm just the next little girl you fake it with
[01:10.255]Before you go make it work with the one that you love
[01:27.513]I drink my dumb little drinks
[01:28.565]Act like you care what I think
[01:29.998]Or like I really wanna get to know you
[01:33.048]Give everybody a chance, put on my makeup and dance
[01:36.061]Say things like, "I'll do anything for you"
[01:38.989]Don't I look good in this dress?
[01:40.583]In this well manicured mess
[01:42.338]I look phenomenal, but only to you, oh
[01:45.191]It's even worse than you think
[01:46.939]I'm watching everything
[01:48.372]And I'll die before I'll tell you the truth
[01:51.247]I'm never gonna feel good again
[01:53.698]I've played this game all the way to the end
[01:57.128]One more stupid little song for you
[02:00.143]You're better than you thought at this, too
[02:03.518]I wish I never met you
[02:06.409]Or that I wanted you still
[02:09.660]I wish I had the guts to **** my own life up
[02:13.741]I wish you'd just come over and kill me
[02:16.145]But I'm a chemical compound
[02:18.659]I'm just the ring you take off
[02:21.923]I'm just the next little girl you fake it with
[02:24.568]Before you go make it work with the one that you love
[02:28.019]And I don't even resent that
[02:30.043]Do you get that I don't even object
[02:32.405]I don't mind what you meant
[02:34.104]But then how dare you express
[02:35.504]Whatever brand of respect this is
[02:53.722]When I made sure that we both know I'm a mess
[02:54.995]I hate it most when they're kind
[02:56.490]When they have meaningful lives
[02:58.425]And I'm the awful one standing next to them
[02:59.764]It was an earnest suggestion, a real connection
[03:02.692]Every part of me poses a threat to them
[03:05.640]And if you're mean then they'll laugh
[03:07.234]Like they don't understand
[03:08.941]If you got it, you would ****ing go home, well
[03:11.667]Say that you want me still
[03:13.191]Say I'm just mentally ill
[03:14.829]Or I'm just a b***h, but, you'll never know
[03:17.888]I'm never gonna feel good again
[03:20.367]I've played this game through the end
[03:23.756]I'll pull the plug or I'll wait it out
[03:26.535]But I don't need you around
[03:30.292]I wish I never met you
[03:33.374]I wish I wasn't a waste
[03:36.430]I wish I had the guts to **** my own life up
[03:40.271]Or the heart to set myself straight
[03:42.760]But I'm a chemical compound
[03:45.351]You're just the gun in my mouth
[03:49.390]If you'd stop romanticizing who I am at parties
[03:52.558]You'd find your way out
[03:55.297]I wish I weren't a liar
[03:57.406]I wish that I could be kind
[04:00.461]I wish that I could trust you
[04:03.424]That things would turn out fine
[04:06.715]But I'm a chemical compound
[04:09.623]I'm just a flash in your hand
[04:13.288]And if you don't wanna play just say so
[04:16.908]And you'll never ever see me again