I Keep Fighting - Jordan Isaiah.mp3

[00:00.000]FOR WANG ❤
[00:21.279]Gotta make it out, ain′t got no other option
[00:23.769]Suicidal thoughts, but I already fought them
[00:26.437]Demons in my head that I gotta escape
[00:28.899]I keep fighting, I keep fighting, gotta fight every day
[00:31.378]Gotta make it out, ain't got no other option
[00:34.279]Suicidal thoughts, but I already fought them
[00:37.104]Demons in my head that I gotta escape
[00:39.610]I keep fighting, I keep fighting, gotta fight every day
[00:42.177]I′ve been fighting for so long, I'm getting tired of this song
[00:44.950]Maybe I don't wanna fight, don′t need to right all of my wrongs
[00:47.512]Giving up cuz I′ve been giving in and haven't seen a change
[00:50.097]I keep fighting, I keep fighting, but I cannot take the pain
[00:52.915]So I′ll get rid of all my faith that things are gonna get better
[00:55.478]Rainbows always come with rain, that's just a part of the weather
[00:58.169]If I tell you that I′m happy, will you leave me alone?
[01:00.604]Unavailable, could you leave your message after the tone?
[01:03.258]I get these voices in my head that say I gotta keep fighting
[01:06.115]And though I try to block them out, I always know that they're right
[01:08.838]Cuz it′s easier said than done, or else I'd already do it
[01:11.476]I'm getting message after message, why they putting me through it?
[01:14.201]Really trying
[01:15.127]Swear I understand there ain′t no sense to crying
[01:17.063]But I′ve bottled my emotions, the tears started multiplying
[01:19.505]Gotta tell myself it's good and that I′m gonna be okay
[01:21.998]Gotta look into the mirror and I have to make a change
[01:24.911]Gotta make it out, ain′t got no other option
[01:27.640]Suicidal thoughts, but I already fought them
[01:30.110]Demons in my head that I gotta escape
[01:32.584]I keep fighting, I keep fighting, gotta fight every day
[01:35.183]Gotta make it out, ain′t got no other option
[01:38.139]Suicidal thoughts, but I already fought them
[01:40.830]Demons in my head that I gotta escape
[01:43.447]I keep fighting, I keep fighting, gotta fight every day
[01:45.938]You claim that you seen scary times
[01:47.296]Fighting these demons, I gotta bury mine
[01:49.121]They tell me I'm a burden, I can′t help I gotta carry mine
[01:51.593]Look into my eyes, and you can see how much I'm terrified
[01:54.380]I tell you bout my struggle so you get it, I ain't scared to lie
[01:57.052]"Over exaggeration, man you faking, you ain′t meaning it."
[01:59.621]Take my life today, you′ll read the text and start deleting it
[02:02.357]But I ain't bout to give it up, don′t need to ask for help
[02:05.010]I ain't doing it for y′all, I gotta prove it to myself
[02:07.483]That I am strong and I'm courageous, imma make it through drought
[02:10.274]I know it′s been a couple years, but I can't let em take me now
[02:12.917]Though I struggle with a broken heart that doesn't feel complete
[02:15.554]Know I′ve fought too many times in life to settle for defeat
[02:18.240]So imma make sure that I′m grinding, my timings gonna be perfect
[02:20.759]When I finally push the voices out, I'll notice that I′m worth it
[02:23.721]Feeling worthless all these years, the tears I couldn't hold them back
[02:26.081]To my suicidal thoughts, goodbye, you′re never welcomed back
[02:28.806]The way I'm shining and glowing, a diamond came up from the rough
[02:31.530]Used to hate who I became, but now I never cover-up
[02:34.156]Thoughts of suicide that used to fill my brain, no longer here
[02:36.960]And let them try to come around again, I′ll make them disappear
[02:39.851]"You were placed on this planet for a reason, and you were placed on this planet for a purpose. Please choose life. We need you."