[00:00.000] 作词 : 三个水[00:01.000] 作曲 : 三个水[00:02.000] 编曲 : Jeston[00:11.579]I wanna stay clam[00:12.401]But That’s the real life[00:13.444]感觉无比真实[00:14.620]或许正直和诚实在这座城市无法成事[00:17.292]我无法正视虚伪在体内形成的盛世[00:19.954]没早点惩治[00:21.147]Shxt that could be my chance[00:22.635]没抓住而成为现实[00:24.195]所以不要怪我没事兀自想念乌托邦[00:27.076]写词怎么会没有目无一切只有苦说唱[00:30.229]因为我曾经眼里有花哪怕是走在秃路况[00:33.240]过去的美好对现实而言只是个屠戮场[00:36.464]2 Am Woke up[00:37.872]I just wanna go for sofa[00:39.563]Stillness outside feels like choke up[00:41.090]Nothing in the fridge incredibly starving.[00:43.035]Damn Tiktok[00:43.718]My spirit told me it ain’t no trust[00:45.785]Get ur lazy ass up[00:47.261]Oh lord time so fast[00:48.807]所以我根本等不及破晓[00:50.334]保持割裂感呼应鸟啼叫[00:51.933]同我驱车 收听我喜好[00:53.358]一望无际田野相比较[00:54.940]比较 I just know that I got freedom[00:56.877]I take my space to Hamilton[00:58.433]让月亮看谁是快乐的人[00:59.715]车轮扬起夹杂虫灰尘[00:59.868]I just wanna say that[01:03.844]I was so fxxking free[01:04.923]可是年少轻浮的词汇太过沉重[01:06.892]压痛了我的脊椎[01:08.324]就算我预言可能的未来[01:09.963]但还是So hurt 的体会[01:11.374]支撑的不过是相片里[01:12.930]波特兰海岸的余晖[01:14.490]而我确实被告知[01:15.731]这样只会被Memory击毁了几回[01:17.913]看不清今天,眼里的只剩凄美[01:20.232]现存的喜和悲[01:21.354]才是微笑与撕扯的长期积累[01:23.621]揉捻我成为世界上供人忽略的[01:25.813]一地细碎[01:27.383]Headlights mapping piece of curve[01:29.755]Headlights mapping piece of curve[01:32.623]Headlights mapping piece of curve[01:35.511]Headlights mapping piece of curve[01:38.959]风从地平线吹来[01:40.148]夹杂着咸涩的永冻土[01:41.940]骨缝里穿来起伏的安心[01:43.528]隐约穿透过皮肤[01:45.020]远处海鸥的影子悠然划过青灰色天幕[01:48.099]让我可以舒服地在荒芜地[01:49.979]呼吸看日出[01:51.153]虚假的乌托邦 like game[01:52.646]Fleeting flame[01:53.475]Do not blame me[01:54.604]Cuz it ain’t need to be shame[01:56.424]If mind clings to the memory with gold chain[01:59.000]That memory turns real pain[02:00.504]Real pain[02:01.182]Definitely no name[02:02.682]So I switch my voice[02:04.181]Avoid from being the toys of world twice[02:06.868]Oh lord that’s the rhyme[02:08.202]the rhyme向我走来[02:09.761]像过了荆棘丛生[02:11.086]否极泰来[02:12.127]像我真实触碰的society[02:14.169]Thug life[02:15.005]生活从不是非黑即白的选择题[02:17.112]而是布满人情的混色地[02:18.641]假笑声混无声且平静的哭泣[02:20.795]疲惫的呼吸[02:21.828]它不温柔,甚至还带灼痛[02:23.520]感到深刻的戏弄[02:24.840]而我时刻要保持仪容[02:26.327]脸上没有入世的激动[02:28.113]只因为落差感多易懂[02:29.373]哪有天生我才必有用[02:30.887]需要面对的理由在乞求[02:32.617]弃我遗留的依旧[02:35.033]乌托邦无私赠我一朵花枯萎[02:38.002]催促我自己逐渐走向不完美[02:41.057]I just wanna say that[02:42.212]I was so fxxking free[02:43.273]可是年少轻浮的词汇太过沉重[02:45.324]压痛了我的脊椎[02:46.790]就算我预言可能的未来[02:48.443]但还是so hurt 的体会[02:49.883]支撑的不过是相片里[02:51.329]波特兰海岸的余晖[02:52.930]而我确实被告知[02:54.224]这样只会被memory击毁了几回[02:56.412]看不清今天,眼里的只剩凄美[02:58.741]现存的喜和悲[02:59.843]才是微笑与撕扯的长期积累[03:02.081]揉捻我成为世界上供人忽略的[03:04.290]一地细碎[03:05.274]I was hoping living in the city never rainy[03:08.695]将一切归功或着归咎今天天气[03:11.882]在日子的褶皱里肆无忌惮躲避[03:14.835]不必去想为何从那来又到哪里[03:17.898]那天出了地铁开始皱眉看到伞聚集[03:20.586]而有个人转了转离人群稍远的距离[03:23.282]他自顾找了个屋檐等它停息听着雨[03:25.981]这或许就是当年的我想象过的 不下雨