[00:00.000] 作词 : phem/Colson Baker[00:00.118] 作曲 : phem/Colson Baker[00:00.237]phem:[00:01.063]When you're there[00:03.492]A perfect night's a nightmare too[00:08.330]I feel so cold, I'm hurt with you[00:13.325]Shades of pink and shades of blue[00:17.439]mgk:[00:19.076]This feels like the opposite of real life[00:21.890]On my way to Valhalla on a steel bike[00:24.290]Living fantasy like J. K. Rowling[00:26.026]I'm J. R. R. Tolkien these spliffs, I love smoking[00:28.530]My hands full of stones and gold, I'm lord of the rings[00:30.997]Needles sew new clothes but it's more than it seems[00:33.391]I've seen dreams implode, seen teens turn old before they grown[00:36.412]Burnt out before they fade away slow[00:38.889]I used to pick you up, now I don't[00:40.423]There's some things I would rewind, but I don't have the remote[00:42.972]There's some things I manifested I wish I never wrote[00:45.326]And all my friends really family 'cause my bloodline's ghost (Uh-uh)[00:48.405]Yeah, it's the life we chose[00:50.055]Highways and Hellcats with angel wing doors[00:52.712]I know I look back, the path went rogue[00:55.164]I know I look back, I'm halfway home[00:58.174]So far away from where you are[01:02.785]Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry[01:07.732]And I will meet you where you are[01:12.534]Yeah, I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma[01:17.157]I stopped counting my age because my face still look the same[01:19.723]So instead of years, I use pain[01:21.299]And if that's the case, then I'm five hundred[01:23.360]I've been in a race with my trauma, can't outrun it[01:25.759]No wonder why I drive like I'm being chased[01:27.523]Pack up and move houses instead of renovate[01:30.254]Put my newborn daughter to bed at eight, then I'm back on the interstate[01:33.336]Chain smoking, lookin' like I'm 'bout to hyperventilate[01:35.723]Got everything to celebrate on the outside[01:37.814]Still, none of that eliminates what is inside[01:40.147]And since I gotta find a way to cope[01:42.113]I'll start by reversing some of the words I wrote[01:44.714]Instead of being a demon, be a beacon of hope[01:46.994]'Cause one day we're hangin' out, the next day you're hangin' from a rope, uh[01:50.892]So far away from where you are[01:55.655]Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry[02:00.586]And I will meet you where you are[02:04.403]Yeah, I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma[02:14.924]Without a cause, I know I'm ****ed up, but I'm not sorry[02:24.497]I make my own luck because I don't believe in karma[02:28.926]Yeah, this feels like the opposite of real life[02:33.491]Uh, yeah[02:35.805]Uh yeah[02:38.857]This feels like the opposite of real life[02:43.148]Uh, yeah[02:45.336]Uh yeah[02:46.840]Mm-mm[02:47.684]Mm-mm[02:48.585]phem:[02:49.494]When you're there[02:51.682]A perfect night's a nightmare too[02:56.278]I feel so cold, I'm hurt with you[03:01.151]Shades of pink and shades of blue