[00:00.000] 作词 : Lean4Night/tonymvn!a[00:01.000] 作曲 : Lean4Night/tonymvn!a[00:02.000] 编曲 : Lean4Night[00:11.032]i try to feel alive again[00:13.690]Told myself not to deepen emotions[00:16.328]痛苦它到底又多了几分[00:18.931]when i wasted you gonna leave me first[00:21.708]my heart is turning out to cold world[00:24.264]all the night pain take me to the sleeping walk[00:27.029]她的灵魂又出现在我左右[00:29.567]actually you not stay around me 我早看透[00:32.359]devil 不停反复消耗我的HP[00:34.883]她的离开也成为我PTSD[00:37.754]i got no time[00:39.102]and i got no fear[00:40.413]who's care give a fxxk about what you mean?[00:43.059]one shot 冰冷子弹穿过我的head[00:45.719]如何证明我是活着i will learn again[00:48.361]熟悉的街道 我早已经走个遍[00:50.994]我把孤独全部液化藏在心里面[00:53.260]i got no fear[00:54.455]i got no fear[00:55.737]可她的心我看不清[00:58.352]i got no fear[00:59.842]i got no fear[01:01.032]她的世界我走不进[01:03.762]i will kill myself[01:05.167]i will kill myself[01:06.301]我的眼泪是你留给我最后的煎熬[01:09.034]i will kill myself[01:10.489]i will kill myself[01:11.626]i gonna go outside[01:13.019]回忆就像锋利的刀[01:15.719]lonely stay with me all the time[01:18.990]we're be fxxk all right[01:21.664]we're be fxxk all right[01:36.280]I tried to drink it way[01:36.595]我试着把它抹去[01:40.411]I tried to pray it away[01:40.616]我试着用祈祷让它消失[01:42.929]But it follows me home[01:43.108]可它还是跟着我回家[01:45.696]Every step every day[01:45.848]一步不差,日复一日[01:47.017]I tried to drink it way[01:47.176]我试着把它抹去[01:50.852]I tried to pray it away[01:50.994]我试着用祈祷让它消失[01:53.606]But it follows me home[01:53.810]可它还是跟着我回家[01:56.457]Every step every day[01:56.617]一步不差,日复一日[01:58.457]I’m lost[01:58.749]我迷失了[01:59.055]Sometimes I feel so lost[01:59.359]有些时候,我彻底迷失[02:01.042]Some stuff babe you don’t see[02:01.266]有些重量,你从未看见[02:03.682]Can’t turn this sht on pause[02:03.924]这场混乱无法暂停[02:06.344]My mind it just won’t sleep[02:06.529]我的意识始终无法入睡[02:09.087]Can’t turn this sht around[02:09.316]我没法让一切回到原位[02:11.691]I feel so incomplete[02:11.868]残缺在我体内回响[02:14.270]Maybe this time I’m done[02:14.422]也许这一次,我真的走到了尽头[02:16.947]I’ll be in your memories[02:17.501]只存在于你的记忆之中[02:19.559]I flinch when you raise your voice on me[02:19.712]当你提高声音对我说话, 我会下意识地收紧自己[02:24.409]I hate how the past keeps a hold on me[02:24.542]我厌倦过去紧紧抓着我不放[02:29.585]Somedays I love, somedays explodes in me[02:29.776]有些日子,我在爱里存活, 有些日子,它在我体内崩裂[02:35.230]I’m learning to love while your choking me[02:35.409]我学着如何去爱, 而你,却让我逐渐失去呼吸