[00:00.00] 作曲 : Samuel George Tompkins/REN ERYN GILL[00:00.82]This Lighter don’t work, no[00:07.29]No flame to spark my goal[00:13.69]My nike’es laced in dirt, oh[00:20.05]I feel like i’m treading on my own soul[00:26.60]My headphones only working on the left side[00:29.51]But I try to live the right life[00:32.40]My eyes wide, and I strive[00:34.86]To stop my demons gripping, gripping from the inside[00:38.96]This road is dark and I can’t find the batteries for my flash light[00:42.89]I’m blind eyed and I’m tried[01:17.69]These drugs don’t work[01:23.96]The pain it takes control[01:30.42]A blood stained shirt[01:36.78]I feel like I’m always being chased by the devil[01:43.04]I tried to talk but I can’t seem to get my spoken words right[01:46.90]And I t..t..t..t..t..t..try to keep my stutter light[01:50.20]And this life it can be ish right Cut you like a flick knife[01:53.69]Twist and make you sick right[01:56.46]An I think, (maybe I’ll be better off alone)[01:59.93]So I redirect the calls from my phone[02:02.58]I learnt so many lessons from depression[02:04.63]But in essence I’m just wishing the these bad thoughts were gone[02:39.73]Sometimes I bleed, sometimes I crawl, sometimes I slip, sometimes I fall[02:42.76]Sometimes times my back is up against the wall so hard that whole building could fall[02:46.30]Sometimes I bruise sometimes I break[02:47.73]Sometimes I’m true,sometimes I’m fake[02:49.26]Sometimes I’m hoping for a moment when the floor would just start opening and swallow me for goodness sake[02:52.50]I think I’m gonna break cause I ache and it’s bait I’m awake in a world full of pain superman no cape[02:56.06]And I’m pressing the breaks but the breaks they break and I’m driving my universe into a lake[03:00.08]And the weight, the weight of the world don’t wait[03:01.75]We make mistakes when it’s all at stake[03:02.68]We cook out cake we eat our cake[03:04.31]Sometimes no time for double takes but (That’s just the way life goes sometimes)[03:05.67]But I don’t want to end up in the gutter being battered by my troubles face down in puddle where the sun don’t shine So I’m coming and giving it back, upon the track and attacking ‘em[03:10.21]Stacking up beats like I did with this one I pack it in[03:15.91]And I’m praying, oh lord take this pain away[03:31.67]