[00:00.000] 作词 : Mark Anthony Henriquez[00:01.000] 作曲 : Mark Anthony Henriquez[00:11.031]I was built from blind luck and blind faith, blind fury in a twine, with my mind stay.[00:16.551]God give it and God take, divine grace.[00:19.309]I know my son is looking at me to define strength, so I don't have the luxury to have a breakdown.[00:24.456]I just gotta teach him there's a dawn beyond the gray clouds.[00:27.485]It's up to us to find a way to persevere.[00:29.745]Cause everything you want is on the other side of fear.[00:32.578]And I refuse to be a product of my demons, so even when it's dark, I'll be the light you can't believe it.[00:37.251]The devil is deceiving.[00:38.775]He tries to keep us dormant and afraid but he forgets we got the holy spirit course and through our veins.[00:42.917]So let us pray.[00:44.169]No weapon formed against will level prosper.[00:46.173]Lord please forgive me if they turn me to a monster.[00:48.966]And if I lose faith then I beg you show grace for right now.[00:52.367]Lord all I need strength strength.[00:55.372]I need strength in my heart and I pray for that.[01:00.368]Because I gotta go, even if I don't make it back.[01:03.737]Cause i know i was meant for more than this meant for more than this.[01:09.598]i'm going through a metamorphosis.[01:13.044]I was meant for more than this.[01:16.801]I was never meant to make it, but regardless of my circumstances, I've always been dedicated.[01:22.062]I look back on my struggle, and I celebrate it, and I thank God that I never faded, cause I could have been an addict, and done things that I wish I hadn't, like hang around the wrong crowd, and pick up different habits, and put the blame on my environment, cause that's convenient, instead I became the hero that my family needed.[01:38.359]On setting an example for the future of my bloodline.You go and get it, you don't wait around for some sign.[01:44.456]A leap of faith can change everything, you'll be just fine, but you gotta take it more than one time.[01:49.229]Yeah, now my mom calls crying, cause she's proud, and I get the chills.[01:53.487]When she's crying in the crowd, she's the reason why I'm here, if I'm being honest.[01:57.744]So I'ma take it to the moon for her, and that's a promise.[02:00.685]I need strength in my heart, and I pray for that, I pray for that.[02:05.946]Cause I gotta go, even if I don't make it back.[02:09.291]Cause i know i was meant for more than this meant for more than this.[02:15.134]I'm going through a metamorphosis.[02:18.531]I was meant for more than this.