[00:16.76]you keep a bible next to your bed[00:22.45]to burn the evil thoughts from your head[00:28.37]count the good days one by one[00:34.22]god, how wicked we've become[00:39.30]if somebody's coming for me[00:44.55]i'm ready to fight[00:51.39]with clenched fists and broken teeth[00:54.89]i've been up all night[01:03.25]and if death is waiting for me[01:07.59]i'm ready to go[01:15.97]there's no heaven above me,[01:19.84]no bitter end below[01:39.75]your walls are filled with posters of girls you wish you knew[01:46.17]sad songs on the record player next to you[01:52.53]cut your hair off, change your name[01:58.27]but inside, darling, you're still the same[02:03.25]these needles in your bloodstream[02:09.52]and bruises on your arms[02:15.23]you're a pale white painter's canvas[02:21.36]i've never seen a heart like yours[02:27.43]i wrote your wedding song[02:31.12]and watched her throw her bouquet[02:39.58]i'd write my own funeral hymn[02:43.73]and watch you dance all day[03:15.61]there's no beauty in dying[03:19.71]we just carry on[03:27.12]all rivers drain to the ocean[03:31.33]and all oceans bring us home[03:39.44]we live in a world of street signs[03:43.86]and traffic lights[03:51.39]and words like "forgive me,[03:54.63]nothing feels like home tonight."