[00:00.000] 作词 : FIKI[00:01.000] 作曲 : FIKI[00:12.315] 我想我 需要开始祷告[00:15.135] 犯下的过错变得可笑[00:17.741] 关上灯在这个房间里[00:20.618] 窒息的情绪很压抑[00:23.112] 从很小就开始独立[00:25.729] 独自生活留学实习[00:28.164] 从不渴望被关心[00:30.918] 总让自己做决定[00:34.053] 还记得曾经[00:36.684] 被骂没有心[00:39.254] 自相矛盾呢[00:42.037] 要哪种感情[00:43.791] 童年 时期[00:45.659] 只有 司机[00:48.354] 园游会也只有自己[00:51.572] 跟老师装家人玩游戏[00:53.908] 我不 怪你[00:56.272] 甚至 感激[00:59.042] 如果20年前没有你[01:01.996] 现在我又该在哪里[01:04.146][01:04.627] Heaven[01:05.751] Everyone wants to die and go to heaven[01:09.151] (每个人都渴望进入天堂)[01:09.861] Demon[01:10.481] Actually,we are all born as humans[01:13.679] (可恶魔本就生而为人)[01:14.673] But time will makes you bolder[01:16.276] (时间让你肆无忌惮)[01:17.046] I can give you my shoulder[01:18.975] (我会给你我的肩膀)[01:19.641] i know that you know love[01:22.014] (我知道你懂爱)[01:22.821] Don't believe in god[01:24.598] (可我并不信神)[01:25.414][01:26.306] 我总习惯去聆听[01:28.608] 来自不同场景的声音[01:30.975] 久而久之我学会[01:33.751] 把情绪藏进眼睛[01:35.750] 不是每个故事都有happy ending[01:37.846] 会像喜剧电影般反转剧情[01:40.493] 更多时候我不断在拼命[01:43.194] 为了让自己被认可everything[01:45.936] 我想要去争取的[01:48.247] 不需要靠谁给我[01:51.010] 或许我活得也很累[01:53.733] 但至少能问心无愧[01:56.427] 别管我怎么做[01:58.876] 无论你怎么说[02:01.731] 错与对 没绝对[02:02.985] 是与非 做准备[02:04.266] 喜或悲[02:05.016] 苦和累我想我正在体会[02:08.511] 从南到北[02:10.793] 从零崩溃[02:11.901] 后再归位[02:12.740] 谁跟谁 又破碎[02:14.080] 别管我 谁来陪[02:15.446] I don't care[02:18.261] Whenever ****ing anyway