[00:00.00] 作词 : Caroline Pennell[00:01.00] 作曲 : Caroline Pennell[00:09.72]I am not myself today[00:14.49]Washed my legs and shaved my face[00:19.23]Did my hair a different way[00:24.00]I am not myself today[00:28.38]I’m a phone in the mattress[00:30.90]Keys in the door[00:32.82]I’m the hair tie you dropped in the car on the floor[00:37.92]I’m the stranger you’re kissing[00:40.47]The thing that went missing[00:42.90]That no one is looking for[00:47.01]Oh I’m freaking out[00:52.56]Trying not to turn this car right around[00:57.21]Cuz there ain’t a feeling I’m not tryna fix[01:02.22]I’m not a grown-up but I’m not a kid[01:06.66]Hurts every time I’m reminded[01:10.95]I’m not dying, I’m just 26[01:20.10]Mmm[01:25.95]I do not agree today[01:30.75]I do not agree with the terms that I’ve signed[01:35.55]Rip up the documents un-dot the line[01:40.14]Cuz I do not agree today[01:44.70]I’m a phone in the mattress[01:47.37]Keys in the door[01:49.11]I’m as lost as I was at 18 if not more[01:53.88]I’m the stranger you’re kissing[01:56.88]The thing that went missing[01:59.19]That I don’t have time to look for[02:03.36]Oh I’m freaking out[02:08.85]Trying not to turn this car right around[02:13.50]Cuz there ain’t a feeling I’m not tryna fix[02:18.42]I’m not a grown-up but I’m not a kid[02:23.01]It hurts every time I’m reminded[02:27.30]I’m not dying, I’m just 26[02:33.15]Maybe if I just called home more than 2 times a year[02:37.89]Maybe if I stopped needing every grocery cashier[02:42.75]To fall deeply and madly in love with me[02:46.92]Something is probably certainly wrong with me[02:51.75]I just can’t handle it staying the same[02:55.95]But I am not willing to change[03:01.14]I am not willing to change