Delusion - Novelists.mp3

[00:01.81]I always wonder if there's something above our heads?
[00:04.79]Drowning my eyes in the depths overlooking us
[00:07.91]But i can't wipe off the doubt it's bringing in
[00:10.98]Who needs a reason to escape from the gallows?
[00:14.13]Cause all the light i'm bathing in is fake
[00:17.16]I shall just keep it, shall keep it away from me
[00:20.43]I forged myself on what i've been living not on what i was supposed to feel
[00:26.55]Because my life has been made for me to live it alone (alone)
[00:30.76]I just can't give another part of myself
[00:32.70]All i can get. yes all i can get is a ******* missing piece instead / OH
[00:42.06]Now my conscious can't reach the surface
[00:44.92]There's nothing above us, no nothing above
[00:47.65]Yet i'm left with my shoulders to hold on another dawn
[00:52.79]Get me out of this mess that i'm in
[00:57.60]I can't find my place through the masses nor find a reason to search it
[01:03.84]I tore my mind to shreds, beating my heart to death to find
[01:09.66]Peace in here. there's another part of my delusion
[01:16.19]Cause my life has been made for me to live it alone
[01:22.24]You'll never give us anything
[01:25.28]So what can be shared between us?
[01:28.41]Because i got nothing to give
[01:31.44]You should have known i got nothing to show you
[01:34.74]No hope, no sorrow, i just won't let you know
[01:43.94]I always wonder if there's something above our heads?
[01:47.02]Here in this time, i'm not counting on the faith
[01:50.09]But i can't wipe off the doubt it's bringing in
[01:53.16]For i can't see the walls when they collaspe on me
[01:56.28]Cause all the light i'm bathing in is fake
[01:59.35]I shall just keep it, shall keep it away from me
[02:02.64]I forged myself on what i've been living
[02:06.59]Not on what they were supposed to bring
[02:11.83]I mean it's hard to live just like there's no meaning to it
[02:18.15]**** my throat is tied beneath this god damn truth
[02:21.27]I've learned your fables, but to me, they're nothing more but a ******* trend. Your stories only bring the grief, an outburst when the thunder screams
[02:33.70]Life brought the worst, but now this is just nothing less but the end of this all. a false story grows to numb the pain, reassuring me to not awake the hatred
[02:48.00]Oh please
[02:50.52]Get me out of this mess that i'm in
[02:55.31]I can't find my place through the masses nor find a reason to search it
[03:01.48]I tore my mind to shreds, beating my heart to death to find
[03:07.34]Peace in here. there's another part of my delusion
[03:13.97]I always wonder if there's something above our heads?
[03:16.77]Here in this time i'm not counting on the faith
[03:19.91]Because we're left with a rope upon our ******* neck
[03:23.01]So get ready to live in vain
[03:26.10]You know that i got nothing to show
[03:28.54]No faith, no hope, no home, no sorrow
[03:32.22]But i just, oh i just won't let you know
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