[00:18.15]Born without dying empty walk alone for a lifetime denied the spark of life forever missing a fear so vast it grows inside[00:29.76]Soul bleeding never healing at the end of the day my spirit leaving[00:43.74]Of all I own handful of a solid void what's left to give can't get rid of all this guilt blame myself for as long as[00:49.32]I live Shadow of the former me reach for surface can't break free[01:15.48]Blind, Cold,[01:15.75]Bitter [sings "Desire" 1st time] from dreamfield to death wasted life on living suicidals see no reason for another breath[01:40.41]Still forsaken hope all taken keep on feeding the nightmares within[01:45.21]I see it clear still so tragic against frustration no one wins[01:49.32]Sinking deep into depression suffering the weight of confession[02:10.92]Upon the loss of a better fate laid out before me all pure hate