[00:00.36]Bizarre- Intro[00:02.82]Dear Brenda,[00:06.03]This letter goes out to you and my kids,[00:13.56]Pray for me,[00:13.80]Cause' I'll see y'all again one day,[00:17.28]Let you know,[00:18.75]Daddy loves you.[00:19.35]Chorus (King Gordy)[00:19.77]I just lost my job my wife is gone I cant go home no more,[00:24.69]oh this life's too hard where are you god, your child is coming home,[00:29.43]Lord I've tried to stay but there's no way I can fight carry on,[00:33.81]If i die today please find a way to keep my family strong,[00:39.39]I am gone.[00:39.57]Verse 1 (Swifty McVay)[00:40.44]I'm a soldier that's been haunted by Satan,[00:42.33]I'm gonna hold a Calibur straight to my cranium,[00:44.85]Created as the angriest baby since Damien,[00:47.55]I'm grown and my family hate me, psychopathic majorly,[00:50.88]Drama persona, spirit Bio-hazard,[00:53.43]I create Bastards caskets for grandads,[00:56.16]A ??? seedless hospital???[00:58.50]the child of a wild family, dark cloud on top of the roof,[01:01.38]There's nothing to lose, cabinet full of booze,[01:03.63]And 2's that get rid of who don't understand my views,[01:06.24]The news destroy me, not trusted,[01:08.13]a null employee, busted from holding a gun to the customer,[01:11.34]They must got an APB and I been beating my wife twice as much since she seen me on TV,[01:16.50]An outcast, that's haunted because my past done had it,[01:19.59]so when you gonna cap my Ass Mother****er[01:26.19](Chorus)[01:40.83]Verse 2 (Bizarre)[01:42.90]Nigga Addict, crack heads gone wild[01:44.97]2 years using, 2 years in denial,[01:48.39]??? straight from the drug centre, timberlands, yellow thong in the middle of winter,[01:52.23]like where the **** am I going?[01:53.58]Who knows its snowing,[01:55.26]2 days from now my girl will be out here hoeing,[01:57.30]for my little girls birthday I promised her a bike,[02:00.39]but I also promised myself a pint,[02:02.73]cant see me, ain't washed my ass in a week,[02:05.25]I smell like feet, face full of Taco meat,[02:07.68]I ain't ****ing my wife, since our wedding night[02:10.23]viagras, cant even give me a hard pipe,[02:13.02]**** it, give me a ****ing long knife[02:15.45]in 2 minutes, I'll take my own ****ing life[02:17.82]leave my fishing rods to my son and my car to my girl and **** it[02:21.51]I'm a say goodbye to the world.[02:32.31](Chorus)[02:42.39]Verse 3 (Kuniva)[02:43.50]Yo, I'm life **** the jokes I need revenue[02:46.59]So when I Hail, (get the **** down)[02:47.82]that's what you better do,[02:49.23]I didn't want to resort to bringing out the guns,[02:51.63]or breaking in your savings wiping out all of your funds,[02:54.33]but I'm a dollar away from being homeless,[02:56.61]so late night I'm drunk and roaming mouth foaming (grrr)[02:59.34]I ain't seen my kids in years,[03:00.81]my wife left somewhere between the coke, grief and beer,[03:03.81]now that I'm stuck staying in hotels with rats and roaches,[03:07.02]you eating a steak and I'm stealing cakes from hostess (I'm out)[03:09.60]Man I'll be damned if I be out on these streets,[03:11.94]Watching mo'****ing riding round laughing at me[03:14.49]I'm a strong arm a school teacher,[03:16.11]stick up a few preachers, (uhh)[03:17.43]Jack you for two pizzas, (give me that)[03:18.78]Give me some new sneakers,[03:20.07]I stuck the wrong kid he pulled out a few heaters,[03:22.62]i hear a voice calling me I hope its you Jesus.[03:25.05](Chorus)