[00:05.653]As far back as I can remember[00:11.033]The failure was always there[00:15.830]It was the only real companion that I have ever had[00:28.070]Not meant to live like this[00:30.814]Consciousness is nothing more than a vicious cycle[00:35.749]And I am being bled dry by my conviction[00:41.505]I've spent my life trying to find my confidence[00:47.483]And found absolutely nothing[00:53.030]Life is a lost cause[00:59.355]Too weak to carry on[01:04.507]I wish I'd never met who I once was[01:12.231]Not meant to live like this[01:14.625]Pursuing the love in all that I have lost[01:19.289]But I have left myself neglected[01:22.833]Deserted from the start[01:26.708]Longing for a chance to wander[01:31.414]A chance to chase my aspiration[01:34.851]When you're devoid of feeling[01:40.163]You just do as you're told[01:45.404]Hatred is exhausting[01:48.729]But it's all I'll ever know