[00:00.78]When i came to you there on that cold[00:03.84]Telephone pole horror of the night[00:10.50]And you came out to meet me[00:12.75]And then tell me things and sit down on the porch swings[00:20.37]Congratulations you coming home next month[00:22.89]Humble as a monk[00:24.00]We celebrate with crystal and skunk[00:25.95]The family's large[00:27.06]It's hard being god[00:28.23]Still take charge come home to a massage[00:30.45]A line of credit cards with a land cruiser parked in the garage[00:33.66]And trying to make up for the times when you was gone[00:35.91]Being locked up while my heart was torn[00:37.77]You wrote me letters[00:38.76]Telling me when you come home things will be much better[00:41.19]I mailed you a pair of tims for a wu-wear sweater[00:43.50]Up in the penal dipped (?) for the weather[00:45.30]In difficult times it's hard to maintain[00:47.61]I strive to live in the shelter that blocks out the rain[00:50.10]And that rain is pain[00:51.21]For stress on the brain will have a nigga insane[00:53.52]Forced to stay awake[00:54.54]Late nights it's hard to sleep[00:55.86]When i peek[00:56.67]Cause the kitchen's chopped up (?) they be trying to creep on me[00:59.01]Mental explosion when i meditate over by taca lake[01:01.77]Thoughts remain calm like the ocean[01:03.48]Puff a little war potion[01:04.74]Everything relates to emotion[01:06.36]When i stare at the stars surrounded by trees[01:08.88]Sometimes i feel like a fallen leaf[01:10.44]Blown away by wind realities[01:12.03]Strong breeze, but you're free[01:13.74]I took the block off the horn[01:15.09]So let knowledge be born[01:16.44]Blood brothers forever[01:17.55]Killa b's on the swarm[01:41.94]Dom p's (?) past, guns blast[01:43.56]I recollect on the past[01:44.79]On how we ran wild together[01:46.14]Chasing cash and ass[01:47.37]Small time thing[01:48.33]Managing stings for nugget rings[01:49.98]Went back far like acorn fights on modern swings[01:52.50]Kingpin style, juveniles raised with major flav[01:55.02]Tenth grade came went on our own and severed ways[01:57.60]Never realized poppy would die or leave my side[02:02.61]Homicide never[02:03.54]I visualize better[02:04.50]You live forever in my heart son[02:06.21]Mentally dunn we roll together[02:07.83]No years past i still hear blasts as guns flashed[02:10.29]My bitch run fast he sumble to a lifeless crash[02:12.84]On the concrete my leg felt weak[02:14.76]I couldn't eat let alone sleep[02:16.35]This shit is way beyond bone deep[02:17.85]Now i sip beers[02:18.96]Shed a few tears with our peers[02:20.49]Play the rears[02:21.24]Do the knowledge through glares and cold stares[02:23.16]Yo it's hard kid[02:24.00]I swear to my unborn this war's going on[02:26.31]Veterans taking falls to young pawns[02:28.26]But i stay strong and try to move on[02:30.09]And live life to the fullest[02:31.47]Rest in peace to the god who took a bullet