[00:00.00][00:04.221]As has you try to break the habit[00:11.597]I changed my mind, now I can have it[00:19.164]Make me feel alive[00:26.340]I've got nothing to hide[00:33.706]Would I go chasing after[00:37.339]I had myself to blame[00:41.100]I knew it meant disaster[00:44.873]My house went up in flames[00:48.567]I ran until the morning[00:52.249]With my heart from my chin[00:55.942]I put my soul into this[00:59.721]I can't control myself self self…[01:26.492][02:03.477]Why do I still try to chase this life[02:07.421]Can only hold my breath[02:10.810]All my sanity has gone and[02:14.159]I Cannot control myself[02:23.012]I went insane trying to forget[02:30.288]I hate myself now that I still want it[02:37.870]And I wasted my time[02:45.053]Must be out of my mind[02:51.069][02:52.382]Would I go chasing after[02:55.983]I had myself to blame[02:59.620]I knew it meant disaster[03:03.512]My house went up in flames[03:07.251]I ran until the morning[03:10.951]With my heart from my chin[03:14.639]I put my soul into this[03:18.480]I can't control myself self self…[03:53.009][04:21.997]Why do I still try to chase this life[04:26.257]Can only hold my breath[04:29.485]All my sanity has gone and[04:33.086]I Cannot control myself