GOODBYE (feat. ohsobrkn) - XAM/ohsobrkn.mp3

[00:00.00] 作曲 : Max Kourimo
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[00:07.43]Verse 1: XAM
[00:09.82]I got ripped clothes and a bloody nose
[00:12.00]And I'm so close to an overdose
[00:14.04]Nobody knows the real me
[00:15.79]Cos I'm a ghost and I'm hiding my real feelings
[00:18.46]They think they know me but they dont know anything
[00:21.09]I'm just a lost cause who got last thoughts, yeah
[00:23.87]I'm just the shadow of the person that I once was
[00:26.49]And I've been letting go of all my memories
[00:29.01]Of who I used to be and how I used to feel
[00:31.24]And my depression gets stronger the longer I wait, yeah
[00:34.37]And the weight on my shoulders is too much to take, yeah
[00:37.01]It's pushing me down to the ground 'til I break, yeah
[00:39.58]The voices takes over controlling my fate
[00:42.16]Feels like I'm dead but I'm breathing
[00:44.26]Feels like I'm bleeding out but my heart is still beating
[00:47.87]Wide awake so alive but I'm freezing
[00:50.42]Winter season got me sick I'm sneezing
[00:53.19]Yeah, things change...
[00:55.30]I get that nothing stays the same
[00:58.07]Even sunny days can turn to 50 shades of grey
[01:02.79]Go from hot to cold, from snow to rain
[01:06.06]From feeling good to feeling pain
[01:08.67]I'll put a bullet in my brain
[01:11.40]Cos when I'm dead I can't complain
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[01:15.95]So say goodbye, oh oh
[01:20.26]Cos this might be the last time, yeah
[01:25.57]That you will ever see me, yeah
[01:30.98]That you will ever hear me, (yeah x5)
[01:37.24]Verse 2/ohsobrkn: Yeah.I'm broken down and I can't breathe
[01:41.11]There's no light so pardon me I can't see
[01:43.80]My demons came for a visit now they won't leave
[01:46.35]I try to cover up the scars so I wear sleeves
[01:49.07]And all I do is sit inside of my basement
[01:51.54]Contemplate my death through the problems that I'm faced with
[01:54.16]Tryna fight addiction that I made from getting wasted
[01:56.73]But the temptation is getting so strong and I can taste it
[01:59.44]And sometimes I think about this music and I hate it
[02:01.97]All i see it empty talent full of clout and getting famous
[02:04.58]I compare myself to artist that I know are overrated
[02:07.19]Don't you tell me its alright I'll be fine you can save it
[02:10.05]I can't do this anymore, feel my heart becoming sore
[02:12.63]Every time I close my eyes I am taken to a morgue
[02:15.30]I dont really wanna die but I am rotting to the core
[02:17.85]And the world is so cold treat my body like a corpse
[02:20.55]Okay you win, I lose so kill me now
[02:23.11]Lay me down deep until I'm underground
[02:25.84]I just wanna hear silence It's my favortie sound
[02:28.54]I can finally see my home theres no need to frown, yeah
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[02:32.01]So say goodbye, oh oh
[02:36.26]Cos this might be the last time, yeah
[02:41.60]That you will ever see me, yeah
[02:46.92]That you will ever hear me, (yeah x5)