[00:00.000] 作词 : Charlotte Grace Victoria[00:01.000] 作曲 : Charlotte Grace Victoria[00:14.041]Always tryna please another[00:17.724]But I always get it wrong and I end up getting hurt[00:21.199]Planned my life by trying to succeed[00:24.203]But never ended up with what I really need[00:27.547]I wish I could write and hide away[00:31.543]I’m trapped in my head and I’m never safe[00:34.861]Don’t take me back to being 17[00:37.839]Before I understood just what he’d do to me[00:41.705][00:44.239]Cause Steph's already got her shit sorted[00:47.661]And Kristy’s on her way to New York huh[00:51.004]Wish I wasn’t just always so caught in[00:58.031]You wishing I could be somebody[01:01.114]If I just turned 21 and got nothing[01:04.823]Thinking I can fix it all next year[01:07.775][01:09.133]Sorry that I’m always so sad[01:12.712]Bet you wanna fix me up bad[01:16.030]Cut me up mold me like I’m plastic[01:19.530]Wonder why they think we ain't lasting[01:22.952]Maybe it’s just all in my head[01:26.165]I wish I could be happy instead[01:29.378]Haven’t looked you in the eyes since last week[01:33.166]Way too busy crying into, crying into fabric[01:39.618]But not next year[01:42.257]No no no not next year[01:45.522]I’m livin' it up next year[01:49.728]But I wish I could breathe[01:53.672]I wish I could let go of this feeling[01:57.251]That all of my friends got all they need and[02:00.673]I’m on my own[02:04.017]Wish you could leave[02:07.439]Leave me to spend my whole life running[02:11.018]Doing a lot then doing nothing[02:14.309]Waisting my time[02:17.888][02:20.291]But Steph's already got her shit sorted[02:23.739]And Kristy’s on her way to New York huh[02:26.952]Wish I wasn’t so caught in[02:33.796]Wishing I could be somebody[02:37.114]Cause just turned 21 and got nothing[02:40.797]Thinking I can fix it all next year[02:43.906][02:45.133]Sorry that I’m always so sad[02:48.556]Bet you wanna fix me up bad[02:52.082]Cut me up mold me like I’m plastic[02:55.504]Wonder why they think we ain't lasting[02:58.926]Maybe it’s just all in my head[03:02.191]I wish I could be happy instead[03:05.378]Haven’t looked you in the eyes since last week[03:09.244]Way too busy crying into, crying into fabric[03:15.514]But not next year[03:18.152]No no no not next year[03:24.056][03:27.687]I wish I could forgive and forget[03:33.538]So sick of feeling salty[03:37.326]It hurts 2 hate somebody[03:41.532]Sometimes I just wish we never met[03:47.409]Cause I’d rather feel nothing[03:51.223]If it hurts to hate somebody