[00:45.03]I don't feel like myself anymore[01:16.56]I run my fingers over open sores[01:21.12]Self administered lethal injection[01:21.96]Snow white powder in my reflection[01:50.04]Watch it dissolve into hallucinations[02:02.76]I can see it all in clouded visions[02:07.14]I want so much to cause this pain[03:03.51]I want so much more to take it away[03:39.06]I leave a white trail of life for death to follow[03:39.93]Had to get high to get so low[03:43.23]Bury myself in sorrow[03:43.71]Had to fill my veins to feel so hollow[03:44.46]Toxify to realize[03:44.94]That deep inside it's all a lie[04:19.44]It feels so good I want to die[04:51.39]Don't care enough to say goodbye[05:05.28]The razor takes two forms of agony[05:06.03]One is clouded, one is sanity[05:06.69]Drag it along the veins I polluted[05:07.65]My thoughts are clean, the blood is diluted[05:19.77]I don't care what kills me as long as I die[05:21.57]Take it away, can't live another day[05:24.27]Sometimes I don't even feel like myself anymore[05:25.50]I run my fingers over bruising skin and open sores[05:28.80]I can't believe I never thought of this way out before[05:31.89]In a pool of blood I lay near death upon the floor[05:42.57]Heightened contempt for all the things about myself I hated[05:43.98]Tighten my fists, and hold my breath until the feelings faded[05:47.79]Every alternate path to sate my wrath's been contemplated[05:53.88]It seems of all life offers, death is the least complicated[05:56.67]I don't care what kills me as long as I die