untitled - blackwinterwells/Nidia.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Madeline Winter
[00:04.108][Verse 1: nidia] I'll say anything just to impress you
[00:07.173]Every time you lie to my face I detest you
[00:09.405]Theres a time and a place, theres a feeling when I met you
[00:11.662]When you grab on my waist, I'mma smile or do my best to
[00:14.129]You're so cold, I like praise, why does everything upset you?
[00:16.351]I'm in love with the chase, but I'm starting to regret you
[00:18.668]No time to think, I'mma cash out where I waste it
[00:21.019]Make my eyes turn pink, you got molly let me taste it
[00:23.412]Stay in my room, cuz I'm weird, I'm a dumb bitch
[00:25.745]When I trip off thе shrooms, I see stars, and I love it
[00:28.031]Only smoke a cigarettе whenever I get wasted
[00:30.354]I'mma roll my pain inside a blunt it's time for my to face it
[00:32.696]My ego told me lotta things, I had to go erase it
[00:35.011]All my pills so bad, but they feel so amazing
[00:37.259]It's 'bout time that I open my ears to
[00:39.693]Spirits in the sky, when you talk they 'gon hear you
[00:42.027]If you see me drive by, but I'd kill to get near you
[00:44.268]Why would I lie, much less would I fear you?
[00:46.689]If I laugh, then it's funny, push my feelings to the side
[00:49.010]Why my mind always running why the **** I wanna die?
[00:51.384]I'm in pain, nothing changed, but I promise it's alright
[00:53.690]I'm insane, I'mma say, will you stay through the night?
[00:56.012]I can't handle liquor, think it's time for me to go home
[00:58.332]Overthinkin' made me sicker I think I might need a benzo
[01:00.645]They say Aidin, she's a winner, I don't think I'll be her friend though
[01:02.797]Said her parents always hit her no wonder that she's a weirdo
[01:05.316]I glue my lids to my eyes, put my fingers in my ears though
[01:07.617]It ain't ever really happen if I can't see or hear though
[01:09.929]I been trapped inside my mind, I'mma find it appears so
[01:12.263]Overthinkin' all the time, bleed my eyes, where the years go?
[01:14.660][Verse 2: blackwinterwells]Try so hard but the energy is wasted
[01:16.948]Feel like our end is in sight I can taste it
[01:19.236]Take a million pills but it can't ever be painless
[01:21.613]See how you act like you don't have any shame left
[01:23.966]Isurvived things that would kill you
[01:26.276]I'm so tired of pretending that I'm fine
[01:28.594]And I always wanna cry but I can't sometimes
[01:30.930]I think that you're mad but you won't say why
[01:33.282]I don't want you back I just wanna be your friend
[01:35.570]I don't know what's up, can you fill me in
[01:37.926]Sometimes I dream that we both get along
[01:40.231]And I meet your new man and we make a few songs
[01:42.584]I don't want you back I just wanna be your friend
[01:44.917]I don't know what's up, can you fill me in
[01:47.243]Sometimes I dream that we both get along
[01:49.494]And I meet your new man and we make a few songs
[01:51.843]Wake up
[01:53.102]Take my meds, scroll, get up
[01:55.336]Bite my nails get shit done
[01:57.754]Hit my old therapist up
[01:59.993]Put some kratom in my cup
[02:02.315]Take a look at my funds
[02:04.644]Try not to feel ****ed up
[02:06.976]Try not to feel ****ed up