[00:14.43]It's not your loner personality that makes me sigh[00:20.97]But rather the smiles that dress your lips and not your eyes[00:27.75]I know what I see but know not always what to look for[00:34.41]So when you're not near but right beside me I get insecure[00:43.05]You know umbrellas help people stay dry[00:47.67]But they don't stop the rain[00:56.04]You know how certain clothes can make you feel unbeatable[01:01.71]But they must come off again[01:09.36]What is worse, being shut out in the cold,[01:13.05]or turn to ice while waiting to be let inside?[01:22.65]And what's the use in this tiptoeing around you[01:29.55]I'm not invited here to entertain you[01:35.94]nor to explain you to yourself.[01:48.36]It's not your running off on inner trips that worries me[01:54.93]But rather my wanting you to have me come along[02:01.77]I know what I want but know not always what to ask for[02:06.93]So when I'm afraid I might get hurt, I lie and hurt you more[02:15.54]Where is my mood controller?[02:21.51]It could turn tears into laughter[02:27.81]Where is my illusion folder?[02:34.95]It made me recall what I was after[02:40.89]You know umbrellas help people stay dry[02:45.48]But they don't stop the rain[02:53.97]You know how certain clothes can make you feel unbeatable[02:59.94]But they must come off again[03:07.41]What is worse, being shut out in the cold,[03:11.76]or turn to ice while waiting to be let inside?[03:16.77]And what's the use in this tiptoeing around you[03:27.36]I was not invited over here to entertain you[03:34.14]nor to explain you to yourself.[03:59.22]It's not your loneliness or self-contempt that makes me cry[04:06.12]But rather my knowing I can't make it go away,[04:12.24]no, it might only grow if I try.