[00:00.00] 作曲 : Portair/Andrew Southwell/James Droll[00:01.00] 制作人 : Drew Southwell[00:12.99]Head underneath my pillow[00:18.66]Melting fast like april snow[00:23.36]Try to breathe but it comes slow[00:28.74]So i make do with what I know[00:34.43]I lament in the pouring rain[00:40.62]I'd rather wash away my pain[00:45.50]Can't spare the time to entertain[00:51.49]Afraid of loss afraid of change[00:56.02]So I keep lying lying to myself[01:03.06]Tell myself I don't need help[01:08.88]Lie myself right into hell[01:13.07]Oh I keep lying lying to myself[01:20.06]The moon is laughing at me now[01:25.19]Voices echo in and out[01:30.75]I made my peace with a war of doubt[01:36.31]Tilt my head back underground[01:41.57]My brother took the brunt of it[01:47.25]While I found weakness in my grip[01:53.05]Took nine years to see what I missed[01:58.62]Afraid that I'm too late for this[02:03.14]So I keep lying lying to myself[02:10.06]Tell myself I don't need help[02:16.06]Lie myself right into hell[02:20.18]Oh I keep lying, lying to myself