[00:46.95]Yo, some nights we got so drunk[00:49.20]Its like we miss the feeling[00:50.70]Of a never ending headache[00:52.38]And a spinning ceiling[00:53.94]The sob story of an alcoholic[00:56.31]On his hands and knees[00:57.84]Praying to that porcelain toilet[00:59.97]Whether behind bars or in front of scars[01:02.94]We use medicine to numb the rap bar[01:05.91]I might tell you something that'll change your death[01:08.91]Pain kills the life[01:10.38]Pleasure loves the breath[01:12.39]Ox acapell[01:13.32]I'll spit this in hell[01:14.82]With L's hanging off my body[01:16.68]And no ice cooler[01:18.12]Every rhyme[01:18.87]I write Is civilize my future wife[01:21.30]Breaking her water[01:22.26]In a time without order[01:24.27]Yo, chaos is born[01:25.38]A seance is spawned[01:26.79]And I resurrect light beams[01:28.17]That resemble red dawns[01:30.03]I guess that's why[01:31.11]I was born[01:32.04]To recognize the beauty of a rose's thorn[01:35.10]And learn from the strife of a soul that's torn[01:38.01]To be forewarned[01:39.48]Just to be forearmed[01:40.35]So let that thought settle[01:43.20]As we backpeddle[01:44.37]Through the seven seas of info[01:46.41]That'll crush your ego[01:47.67]Some of us pop pills and snort coke[01:49.89]To pain kill[01:50.61]Some of us rap drugs and bear witness[01:52.80]Cause life's ill[01:53.61]Y0, but true happiness comes from within[01:56.43]You can't rely on a substance[01:58.26]Look at addiction for instance[02:00.03]And in an instance[02:00.99]You'll wake up out of that[02:02.37]Requiem for a[02:03.81]Dream But you still caught it in the rectum[02:23.94]Right here trapped in the box[02:26.22]Thinkin' Rap's all[02:27.78]I got Smoke too much pot[02:29.85]Bones with ?chromes? twisted in knots[02:32.25]Cold vein with thoughts[02:33.72]Bubbling hot[02:34.86]Stoned in the bedroom[02:36.66]Writin' this poem[02:37.86]Off the phone[02:38.58]Caught a head rush[02:39.69]Smoke clouded my dome[02:41.28]At the end of my ropes[02:42.66]Writing these notes[02:43.95]Hopin' to float[02:44.88]On what is bull****[02:46.11]Pull spliffs flowin' to[02:47.40]Goats The sky's the limit[02:49.50]Stay powered vision[02:51.00]Visualize the body righteous[02:53.07]Lost cipher[02:54.18]The mind's wisdom[02:55.32]Helped me through life's transitions[02:57.60]I'm in a tight position[02:59.19]Hungry-ass **** flippin'[03:00.87]With no *** of ret (ribution)[03:02.64]This stress got my chest a mess[03:05.19]Breathless[03:06.12]I'm vexed[03:06.66]Trying to escape out of the depths[03:08.85]Of hell's nest[03:09.75]So i rest inhale[03:11.19]The ?tone and bless?[03:12.42]And let the stress exhale[03:14.04]Through clouds of cess[03:15.15]My mind foggy[03:16.41]And body wet[03:17.46]Poppin' shotties[03:18.51]Shot straight through the nostril[03:20.52]Cloudy with thoughts of ill type menageries[03:23.49]When pops used to tell me "it wasn't like this with drugs and *** up in my day",[03:29.01]But poppy[03:30.36]**** really changed[03:31.23]Yo *****z is losing their minds[03:33.48]And I can't really blame them[03:35.46]I'm losing my brain[03:36.45]In these times[03:37.23]And I'm ?angered? with hangovers[03:38.94]Ready to ride off a cliff with a[03:41.19]Range Rover[03:41.97]Like I was ****in'[03:42.75]Thelma & Louise[03:44.79]And if I had a trigger[03:46.77]I would squeeze[03:47.22]Believe Blow my whole head off and bleed[03:50.19]Trying to get that same feeling[03:51.90]Every day pain killing