[00:00.000] 作词 : 樊宇镈(Coulson Fan)[00:01.000] 作曲 : 樊宇镈(Coulson Fan)[00:02.000] 编曲 : 樊宇镈(Coulson Fan)[00:14.754]I walk in like I own the plot[00:18.004]Talk fast, think faster[00:21.375]Change the topic before it hurts[00:24.684]Make you laugh, then disappear after[00:28.073]I flirt like a reflex[00:31.507]Stay one step from the edge[00:34.789]If I care too much, I’ll joke[00:38.276]Pretend it’s all in my head[00:42.862]It’s not that I don’t feel[00:46.296]It’s that I feel too quick[00:49.401]By the time you understand[00:52.428]I’ve already made the exit[00:54.087]I said I’d leave[00:57.620]But I waited[01:01.195]You laughed, so I played it cool[01:03.827]But I hesitated[01:07.746]I’m a runner[01:09.580]Who never packed[01:11.194]I’m a fire[01:12.950]That won’t come back[01:14.548]But I stayed[01:18.351]You just never asked[01:24.389]I’ve got plans I never finish[01:25.912]Dreams I never rest[01:27.721]People call me chaos[01:29.438]But I just call it defense[01:30.987]I told you “don’t fall for me”[01:32.557]Then sent you songs at 2AM[01:34.144]Said I’m not the staying type[01:35.586]But memorized the way you bend[01:37.513]I leave before it gets too quiet[01:39.591]Then miss the noise I made[01:41.129]Tell myself “you’re better off”[01:42.881]But hope I still replayed[01:44.475]I smile like I’ve moved on[01:46.191]But check your page each night[01:47.780]Say “I don’t believe in fate”[01:49.310]Yet still hold on too tight[01:51.111]I hate the word “forever”[01:53.807]But I built a world in my mind[01:57.961]Where you stayed just long enough[02:01.324]To call me yours, one time[02:03.949]I said I’d leave[02:07.691]But I waited[02:11.205]You smiled, so I stayed brave[02:13.856]But I faded[02:17.906]I’m a wanderer[02:19.747]With your name[02:21.309]I’m a storm[02:23.367]You couldn’t tame[02:24.631]But I stayed[02:28.556]Just… never explained[02:32.345]You said I talk too much[02:34.480]But I only joke to survive[02:37.902]Every punchline[02:40.013]Hides the truth I won’t write[02:44.893]I made it easy to leave[02:48.150]So no one had to ask me to stay[02:51.403]I said I’m good at endings[02:53.927]But I never knew what to say[02:58.358]I said I’d leave[03:01.744]But I waited[03:05.444]You laughed, so I played it cool[03:08.004]But I hesitated[03:11.939]I’m a runner[03:13.725]Who never packed[03:15.257]I’m a fire[03:16.989]That won’t come back[03:18.815]But I stayed[03:22.560]You just never asked[03:32.662]I just never explained