If Only… - Navy Blue.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Sage Elsesser
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Sage Elsesser
[00:12.403] If only I could give more
[00:14.751] If only I could mediate the discourse
[00:17.374] I've been lonely ever since I was a little boy
[00:19.848] It's only so much I could do with this voice
[00:23.564] This shit is peak I've seen an avalanche
[00:25.643] Hard to leave you as you are knowing that I'll advance
[00:28.305] Having boundaries doesn't mean that I ran
[00:30.772] Shedding tears don't make me less of a man
[00:34.315] Pursue a life in your honor
[00:36.268] You never were to blame we felt the reign in your karma
[00:39.262] Shields and armor your words still harm us
[00:42.059] Feels the harness, regardless it's all love
[00:45.537] When you playing your guitar when you stare blank
[00:47.980] The repetition of your name, fear in my face
[00:50.907] Smoke cloudy up the room stay up real late
[00:54.529] Just want to know that you're okay
[00:56.098]
[00:57.663] I'm sorry I ain't call back
[00:59.243] But sometimes I take a moment just to fall back
[01:02.563] I take it all in
[01:04.891] When you cried in front of me I saw a man
[01:07.792] I know that parenting didn't go as you planned
[01:10.209] But we gon' be okay as long as you around
[01:13.196] Seeing you smile means more to me now
[01:15.806] I don't remember you kissing my mother as a child
[01:19.274] I'm just trying to make you proud
[01:22.224] I chose you, when you made me
[01:24.518] Smoke fill the whole room, now that I can see
[01:27.291] I love the whole you
[01:28.742] I love the whole me
[01:30.102]
[01:32.805] I love the whole you
[01:34.395] I love the whole me
[01:35.596] I wish that I could hold you
[01:36.945] I know you lonely
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[02:06.759] If only I could know the truth
[02:08.497] If only I could be the perfect son to you
[02:11.785] As I get older, get a little more sober
[02:15.161] I hold space but I don't seek closure
[02:17.495] They say the beauty in the eye of the beholder
[02:20.118] I grew up fast I wish my childhood was slower
[02:23.290] Was busy worrying about the reapers and the sowers
[02:26.758] I felt the weakest as the weeper and the knower
[02:29.605] I kept my secrets in the box, I couldn't lock it
[02:32.250] The place I buried it is where I had to blossom
[02:35.562] All the places I've been, where I am is new
[02:38.442] The voices fear the quietin', Leviathan en route
[02:41.159] Like horse hair on violins the violence pursues
[02:45.024] Preturbed, I knew the feelings way to well but couldn't find the words
[02:48.830] Too busy digging for a purpose had to find me first
[02:51.851] Meet me where I stand
[02:53.450] If only I can love you like you think I can
[02:56.620] I had no love for me I found relief in open hands
[02:59.641] If only you could hold a space for me to be
[03:02.379] It's only right for me to let my inner child dream
[03:08.360] I remember when he almost lost me to the sea
[03:11.604] You'll never lose me I'm forever yours, honorably
[03:14.583] Forever yours