my everest (feat. thms., Jason Solo, lil slav & Izomii) - nickwuh/thms..mp3

[00:00.00] 作词 : Nick Wu
[00:00.72] 作曲 : Nick Wu
[00:01.45]i’m ripping my heart out
[00:03.60]just hold it close to your ears, hear the beat of the drum
[00:07.90]it’s broken and calloused
[00:11.47]but why would you care, no why
[00:15.18]
[00:15.62]are you running away from the things that you say
[00:19.22]why are you running away from the things that you say
[00:23.01]why are you running away from the things that you say
[00:26.77]why are you running away
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[00:46.33]noises, headset
[00:47.85]lights and soundcheck
[00:48.81]chords and voices
[00:49.84]line the soundtrack
[00:50.78]
[00:50.73]something in the way i hear your voice with mine
[00:53.82]
[00:54.22]3am, and i’m exhausted
[00:56.27]teary eyes and water droplets
[00:58.09]
[00:58.28]as short-circuited synapses reharmonize
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[01:01.54]a love-letter you’ll never read
[01:05.41]writing away the deepest insecurities
[01:09.56]i swear there’s nothing else that i’d rather be
[01:16.12]
[01:16.90]but every fiber in my fragile body screams, “surrender”
[01:23.14]and if i had the option, i’d pick a passion better
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[01:32.30]hands bound by piano strings
[01:35.98]a copper wire noose
[01:39.68]still, i’d shut my eyes forever if i couldn’t hear the tune
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[01:48.08]this is what i have decided
[01:51.91]this is what i want my life to mean
[01:56.04]i stood in my room
[01:57.65]and sang to my screen
[01:59.28]and realized
[02:01.33]that this is my
[02:02.57]
[02:03.64]i dont wanna fall for your sweet embrace
[02:05.51]if i can’t make rent, if i can’t make ends meet
[02:07.52]within the realm of possibility, what a stupid dream
[02:10.12]but i still hear the magic between the intervallic frequencies
[02:15.10]it feels like i’ve already won
[02:17.34]1 2 3
[02:18.62]for every doubt that’s floating through the atmosphere
[02:22.65]like fireflies drawn to the open flame
[02:26.01]i’ll bring the smoke, i’ll sing these notes until i choke on the blood, sweat, and tears
[02:31.69]so i declare
[02:33.22]
[02:34.31]that this is what i have decided
[02:37.99]this is what i want my life to mean
[02:41.58]i stood in my room
[02:43.27]and sang to my screen
[02:45.20]and realized
[02:47.40]that this is my
[02:48.72]
[02:49.58]my lifeline, oh my safest place to hide
[02:56.95]the cowardly retreat in view of absolute defeat
[03:04.23]a stupid thing to dream for someone seventeen
[03:12.11]yet a song that turns out right is still a victory
[03:18.39]
[03:19.81]this is what i have decided
[03:24.10]this is what i want my life to mean
[03:27.83]i stood in my room
[03:29.66]and sang to my screen
[03:31.27]and realized
[03:33.57]that this is my
[03:34.91]
[03:35.74]my everest, my neverending climb
[03:40.32]if i don’t get to see the world i’ve pictured countless times
[03:45.14]at the point of burnout, can i just leave it all behind?
[03:49.59]who would even blame me if it's my life
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[03:54.81]like the mountain on my back, my face into the stone
[03:59.28]and isn’t music not supposed to happen on your own?
[04:04.42]stuck behind these walls, still singing all alone
[04:08.71]the day my world is silent, i will go
[04:12.65]
[04:14.12]if all i’ve ever known about is the curse of these damned keys
[04:18.89]then these notes, these scales remain my enemy