Suicide Girl - Doap Nixon/Apathy.mp3

[00:00.36]I don't know what she's doing now
[00:02.91]Last I heard from her she said
[00:11.73]She felt as if she should be dead
[00:17.49]I guess in fact she usually does
[00:23.19]I don't know what she's doing now
[00:25.65]Last I heard from her she said
[00:36.12]She felt as if she should be dead
[00:40.20]I guess in fact she usually does
[00:42.27][Verse 1]
[00:44.64]I never could understand the fact she ain't returned my calls
[00:47.85]I was the only one I told her I loved her through all the flaws
[00:50.91]I would always be the one to show her light in the tunnel
[00:53.49]I swear to God I need her back, I know she's lost in the jungle
[00:56.46]I know she need me, can't believe we grew apart so quick
[00:59.10]She loved trees like me, the way the New Eras fit
[01:01.95]She loved Tommy Hilfiger, Rugbys, and Adidas
[01:04.86]A match made before Heaven, why the feelings have to leave us?
[01:08.43]But they didn't leave my heart so fast
[01:10.56]I still wish I had her near and had a beer for her glass
[01:13.47]Even though I know that's her downfall from the past
[01:16.23]Still wanna shop for old time sake if she asks
[01:19.14]Little shot of Crown Royale, maybe 151
[01:21.84]So if you see her let her know the plan to have us some fun
[01:24.72]Well guess what? Today front page of the daily news
[01:27.69]My queen betting the Bean dead right ? what the ****?
[01:31.05][Chorus]
[01:31.86]I don't know what she's doing now
[01:33.78]Last I heard from her she said
[01:42.66]She felt as if she should be dead
[01:48.36]I guess in fact she usually does
[01:50.79][Verse 2]
[01:53.31]Ever see a dog so confused and assed out?
[01:56.37]She'll suck any dude off chasing the cash route
[01:59.40]She went from pompoms to kine bud
[02:01.71]I watched the innocence transform, obsession to buying drugs
[02:05.31]Little Tooty was a cutie, I swear God
[02:07.83]Carmel complexion, good grade with a hair bob
[02:10.80]Ten years later now she's bobbing to head jobs
[02:13.68]In and out of strip clubs like a career job
[02:16.53]And she can't see that she's killing herself
[02:18.78]Cause a couple dollars got this drunk feeling herself
[02:21.75]It's ill how this little girl could be ruthless
[02:24.48]She can make a bitch with three degrees look stupid
[02:27.54]She even tried to trick a couple dollars from Cupid
[02:30.48]Emotionally drain your ass out till you're useless
[02:33.51]The price is high when you wanna ride
[02:35.67]With a john that's suicide, she's a suicide, c'mon
[02:38.91][Chorus]
[02:40.92][Verse 3]
[02:47.10]She said I must confess it turns me on when I cut my flesh
[03:04.20]There's nothing left, I'm hollow, I'll follow death
[03:07.08]If it's a change from the mundane Mondays
[03:09.60]You know my pain, I'm empty inside, my veins pump Novocaine
[03:13.29]Sometimes I feel like life isn't real
[03:15.75]And my brain is too busy and my mind don't ever heal
[03:18.63]I could never shut it off so I'd rather shut it down
[03:21.39]Do it right the first time, I ain't trying to **** around
[03:24.24]And she smiles for her friends but the smile is a mask
[03:27.18]Any memories of happiness are filed in the past
[03:30.00]I considered my garage foot revving on the gas
[03:32.88]A slash and a gasp or a violent blast
[03:35.76]I don't believe in Hell unless it's what I'm in
[03:38.49]I wanna free my soul, straight jump out of my skin
[03:41.31]She exhaled and sighed, eyes opened wide
[03:44.61]Suicide, it's a suicide
[03:46.77][Outro]
[03:47.67]I don't know what she's doing now
[03:50.13]Last I heard from her she said
[03:58.98]She felt as if she should be dead
[04:04.71]I guess in fact she usually does
[04:10.50]It's so hard for me to explain
[04:16.35]I guess she has a strange approach
[04:22.14]It makes her seem beyond reproach
[04:28.38]Until you find out what she is