[00:00.000] 作词 : Cindy O Kamgaing[00:12.002]i'm just so sad i dont know what to do...[00:14.464]told you from the start, how i really love you[00:17.280]but youre leaving me behind[00:18.689]leaveing me behind[00:20.745]leaving me to die[00:21.710]yeah youre leaving me to[00:22.988]die[00:24.230]god gives me something sacred[00:25.314]just to take it all away[00:26.905]u prayed for me every day[00:28.214]guess he wasnt listening[00:30.404]u would be the one to stay[00:31.978]i guess that im just naive[00:33.491]i guess that im just naive[00:36.688]i remember what you said[00:38.010]cus its stuck inside my head[00:39.328]cus its stuck inside my head[00:40.775]"its about you doing better"[00:42.204]"everything will be okay"[00:43.999]"please dont stick around"[00:45.214]"cus you'll lose me anyway"[00:46.702]maybe i dont understand[00:48.090]yeah you told me that i didnt[00:49.651]but everything that u said[00:50.941]seems like one big contradiction[00:52.672]i dont know how to make sense[00:53.968]of the feelings in my chest[00:55.433]u think id be better off[00:56.826]but what if i just wasnt?[00:58.780]what if i started to cut again[01:00.224]deprived myself of oxygen[01:01.683]isolate and m********e[01:03.051]and get a ton of absences[01:04.726]would you love me even then[01:06.192]would you come back to my arms[01:07.638]would you kiss all of my scars[01:09.073]would you kiss all of my scars[01:10.571]would you kiss all of my scars[01:11.923]please just kiss all my scars[01:13.546]all the scars left on my heart[01:15.092]cus i dont know where to start