[00:00.000] 作词 : Isaiah Faber[00:01.000] 作曲 : Isaiah Faber[00:19.775]After, after, where am I running to after?[00:24.555]Feel like my life going backwards[00:26.900]Swimming through miserable patterns[00:29.320]After, after, nothing to see but disaster[00:34.141]Wandering searching for answers[00:36.557]I never been in this chapter[00:39.852]Feel useless, food in the fridge still rotten[00:42.577]Bought nothin' last time I went shoppin'[00:44.927]I don't see ghosts but your chair's still rockin'[00:47.394]Not good at art, but I started[00:49.559]With a garden, a largе white house like you wanted with archеs[00:52.695]Keep me distracted, don't wanna keep the bad habits[00:54.777]I thought I had a heart attack, but I can manage[00:56.900]I don't wanna see myself in the mirror[00:59.271]Past two years have beaten’ me up[01:01.744]Drop my dream, no time for cheers[01:04.129]Shave my head, and get cleaned up[01:06.549]I don't wanna see myself in the mirror[01:08.920]No more tears from the boy I was[01:11.296]Leave this swamp, see this coast all clear[01:13.771]Maybe this time my life won’t suck[01:36.593]Yeah, yeah, yeah, I[01:38.997]Where am I running to after?[01:41.323]Feel like my life going backwards[01:43.680]Swimming through miserable patterns[01:46.152]After, after, keep asking God for the answer[01:50.920]Sleep by myself in the camper[01:53.339]I’m still alive and breathing[01:56.908]So what else matters?[02:05.956]I'm leaving tomorrow[02:07.915]I don't know where I'm gonna go[02:08.998]But I'll find somewhere[02:11.374]Bright and early[02:13.808]Probably drink from McDonald’s or something[02:17.271]There's, there's just nothing here that[02:19.320]That interests me anymore[02:21.646]I don't know, I'm excited