The Void - YCK.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Y C K
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Y C K
[00:11.355]Why’d you go and do that? Cause we’ve been wanting you back
[00:13.869]You showed up with no kids and a stranger who was your new man
[00:16.488]You left in a hurry, somewhere that you had to be
[00:19.083]You were only in your thirties but full of such apathy
[00:21.944]Place to place, what happens with an absent father figure
[00:24.702]Now your sons will have to live their lives without a mother since you’re
[00:27.643]Gone, I wish you hadn’t done it after all
[00:30.239]Not like it matters, I should have replied to you, that’s my fault
[00:33.352]It was late September on an unassuming day
[00:35.760]I can still remember how we couldn’t soothe that pain
[00:38.491]And then December came around, that Christmas hit us even harder
[00:41.465]Unlike anything I’d felt, we missed your aura’s fleeing ardor
[00:44.594]Now every night, I make a list what I’ll do in the morning
[00:46.934]That’s because of you, you told us that you did that as restoring
[00:49.703]Order to your life, cause' given your upbringing
[00:52.672]Not surprised always an episode away from just sinking
[00:55.677]Wait, I wrote no alibi
[00:58.493]Indecisive, have to lie
[01:01.058]Serenity is still unfound
[01:03.816]I constantly will disavow
[01:06.969]Wait, I wrote no alibi
[01:09.710]Indecisive, have to lie
[01:12.242]Serenity is still unfound
[01:15.016]I constantly will disavow
[01:17.993]Forgive me while I commit
[01:20.531]This horrible injustice
[01:23.210]I’ve suffered, yes I do admit
[01:26.156]And you’ll just have to trust this
[01:29.248]Listed the alternatives
[01:31.720]But none will cover everything
[01:34.532]Have this much here left to give
[01:37.298]Keep me in mind now when you sing
[01:40.350]A life has been taken but I won’t be taking mine
[01:42.858]The end result is the same, so I can just wait in line
[01:45.597]Persist indefinitely then succumb to natural causes
[01:48.347]Do not console me when you don’t know what an actual loss is
[01:51.212]Don’t mistake my steady silence for a lack of grief
[01:53.993]If I had sent a signal, would you send one back to me?
[01:56.813]Words that I regret, and words that I didn’t mean
[01:59.430]I was just upset you relapsed and were no longer clean
[02:02.767]If only you had stuck around to finish up your sleeves
[02:05.324]Maybe then we’d go out drinking for a moment of reprieve
[02:08.261]Misbehaved and fought the cops, arrested in the street
[02:10.646]You’d left the house around 11 then our job had been complete
[02:13.837]48 hours and you would send an apology
[02:16.504]Sometimes I miss those nights when you’d show up right after calling me
[02:19.221]Memories will occupy the void that can’t be filled
[02:22.125]I’ll try to speak up here on out, we can’t avoid what can’t be killed
[02:25.038]Wait, I wrote no alibi
[02:27.867]Indecisive, have to lie
[02:30.375]Serenity is still unfound
[02:33.134]I constantly will disavow
[02:36.148]Wait, I wrote no alibi
[02:38.958]Indecisive, have to lie
[02:41.471]Serenity is still unfound
[02:44.266]I constantly will disavow
[02:47.079]Forgive me while I commit
[02:49.832]This horrible injustice
[02:52.623]I’ve suffered, yes I do admit
[02:55.434]And you’ll just have to trust this
[02:58.487]Listed the alternatives
[03:01.052]But none will cover everything
[03:03.978]Have this much here left to give
[03:06.631]Keep me in mind now when you sing