[00:00.000]Yeah, trust me[00:21.407]I fell down a wishing well[00:23.697]I fell for a wish from hell[00:26.279]Do we all live for everyone else?[00:28.295]Now I write my name alone in the waiting room[00:31.404]Fifteen in fluorescent light[00:33.691]Pretty sure they can tell I'm high[00:36.194]And it seems like a blatant lie that I'm sitting [?] know what to say now[00:41.461]I don't wanna waste your time[00:43.715]I'm sure that I must seem fine[00:46.180]But these thoughts control my mind[00:48.508]I can't take another day where I[00:50.609]Cry your eyes out[00:53.602]Let your mother down[00:56.184]Let me know now[00:58.012]Am I just getting older?[01:01.361]I am, I am, I am, I am, I am[01:06.045]I am, I am, I am, I am, I am[01:21.101]Now it's [?] years til it comes to light[01:23.662]And it's still the worse at night[01:26.125]Cuz I keep those memories mine[01:28.235]**** CBT and[01:29.731]**** all the meds I took [?][01:31.746]My room was a sacred sign [?][01:33.452]Doors closed, eyes shut, I'm fine[01:35.978]And this emptiness it's mine[01:38.107]I'm sitting and don't know what to say[01:41.213]I don't wanna waste your time[01:43.733]I'm sure that your friends won't mind[01:46.032]But these thoughts control my mind[01:48.172]I can't take another day where I[01:51.264]Cry your eyes out[01:53.510]Let your mother down[01:56.061]Let me know now[01:58.597]Am I just getting older?[02:01.360]I am, I am, I am, I am, I am[02:05.898]I am, I am, I am, I am, I am[02:21.189]You say you know but you never know[02:23.739]Why can't I try just to let it go?[02:25.951]I'm tied up tight cuz nobody knows[02:28.702]I'm still alone, alone in my bedroom[02:31.467][?][02:33.750][?][02:36.052]I hold out hope to forget it all[02:38.523]I'm stuck on hold, alone in the waiting room[02:41.366]Cry your eyes out[02:43.561]Let your mother down[02:46.087]Let me know now[02:48.319]Am I just getting older?[02:51.150]I am, I am, I am, I am, I am[02:55.584]I am, I am, I am, I am, I am