[00:00.000] 作曲 : Max Kourimo/Robin Vallgren[00:05.397] I got a pen in my hand, a piece of paper and some tissues[00:12.917] Crying in my room and writing songs about my issues[00:18.838] I’m viciously wishing that I had someone that would listen[00:24.472] To all the thoughts and problems that I have and help me fix them[00:30.258] ‘Cos I got no motion in my emotions[00:35.064] Yeah, I feel nothing, I think I’m broken[00:37.882] I’ve lost my feelings, I can no longer feel things[00:40.771] And the walls are closing in I’m getting crushed by the ceiling[00:44.311] The feeling of feeling real feelings is something[00:46.947] That I cannot feel so I'm spending everyday[00:49.683] Day dreaming of feeling real feelings but[00:52.563] The feelings I'm feeling will never ever be real[00:55.332] I can always say that I’m decent[00:57.500] I can always play pretend[01:00.301] I can always fake all my feelings[01:03.123] I can always act like I’m okay[01:06.686] If you ever feel that you miss me[01:09.044] If I get a call when I’m home[01:11.781] Always been a doubt on my face[01:14.583] That I'm not this strong[01:30.560] And I wish we could live in our paradise[01:35.463] But as long as I’m stuck in my past life[01:41.244] Had my mind racing fiercely from a thousand lies[01:46.883] Now my eyes tearing up, feeling paralyzed[01:52.489] And I'm numb, drowning thoughts with some white wine[01:55.948] Can’t comprehend how ****ed this mind of mine is[01:58.710] I don’t know if you hate me, that’s alright[02:01.574] Leaving empty handed with every fight[02:04.322] Lying down feeling hopeless I can’t lie[02:07.253] Wishing I wouldn’t **** up every time[02:10.084] I want to change, I’m not used to the sunlight[02:12.894] Falling back in your arms is my crime[02:15.304] I can always say that I’m decent[02:17.621] I can always play pretend[02:20.343] I can always fake all my feelings[02:23.680] I can always act like I’m okay[02:26.704] If you ever feel that you miss me[02:28.812] If I get a call when I’m home[02:31.682] Always been a doubt on my face[02:34.596] That I'm not this strong[02:37.471] I can always say that I’m decent[02:40.837] I can always play pretend[02:43.208] I can always fake all my feelings[02:46.574] I can always act like I’m okay[02:49.543] If you ever feel that you miss me[02:52.173] If I get a call when I’m home[02:54.605] Always been a doubt on my face[02:57.404] That I'm not this strong