恶魔 freestyle - YuGo.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : 宝宝流行明星
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 宝宝流行明星
[00:02.000] 编曲 : freebeat
[00:06.982]sometimes i really wanna die
[00:09.382]有时我真的会怀疑自己为何而活
[00:09.382]im asking god how do we survive
[00:11.510]我询问上帝到底该如何生存下去
[00:11.510]if you a real plz show me the sign
[00:13.462]如果你真的存在，请给我个指示
[00:13.462]how do i get this shit ouuta ma mind
[00:15.494]我该如何把这些糟心的事情忘记
[00:15.494]growing up i learned to hate on myself
[00:17.574]成长的过程中我唯一学会的就是恨自己
[00:17.574]trusting people just sat on the shelf
[00:19.726]相信一个人仿佛变成了不可能的事情
[00:19.726]no one cares bout my mental health
[00:21.766]没人在乎我的心理健康
[00:21.766]depresiion left me by my ****ing self
[00:23.846]失落都嫌弃的想抛弃我
[00:23.846]you know i sick of the game that you playing why u keep tourching us
[00:27.414]我真的很讨厌你的这些考验不断地折磨我
[00:27.414]i surrounded by demons,im only a human that you know i crave for love
[00:31.630]我仿佛我被恶魔上了身，但我只是渴爱的人类
[00:31.630]nono my life is lie my heart wanna die
[00:34.686]我的人生是个谎言，我的心想要死去
[00:34.686]angel in disguice
[00:35.726]我遇到了乔装成人类的天使
[00:35.726]and i ask him am i live
[00:36.790]我问他我还有救么
[00:36.790]he said im in hell and he point at my place
[00:38.438]他说你已经身处地狱了便指向了我的家
[00:38.438]sending me on fire
[00:39.342]生活在火中
[00:39.342]thats how im gonna die
[00:40.318]这也许就是我死去的方式
[00:40.318]devil ring the bell and he said he live in my space
[00:42.534]恶魔总是提醒着我它无处不在
[00:42.534]i dunno whats wrong my mind is full of hate
[00:44.686]我不知道为何我的脑子里只剩下仇恨
[00:44.686]lonely for so long time u take my heart away
[00:46.702]孤独了太久你带走了我的心
[00:46.702]living same day differnt person every day
[00:48.574]活在同一天却是不同的人格
[00:48.574]losing my taste keep on drinking lemonade
[00:50.750]仿佛是去味觉就像一直在喝酸柠檬
[00:50.750]blocking my road every time i wanna chase
[00:52.782]每一次我想冲刺，胜利的大门就会关闭
[00:52.782]living my low life fore i fade away
[00:54.838]也许我只能过着下等的生活直到我离去
[00:54.838]they said u need stay strong never keep u head down
[00:56.974]他们说要坚强抬起头
[00:56.974]when i post a song they treat me like im bad clown
[00:58.958]但听了我的歌还要说我像个小丑
[00:58.958]small house in a down town
[01:00.214]在市区租一间最小的房间
[01:00.214]gotta pay the rent all the bill got me going all frown
[01:03.118]生活的琐事让我不断地难过
[01:03.118]life is never easy and i know its simple fact
[01:05.102]生活从来不简单我知道这是常识
[01:05.102]how can u relate that my pain they full of tag
[01:08.727]但你又怎能感受我这个被赋予标签的痛苦
[01:08.727]im climbing on top of the mountain i hope i can stay on for while
[01:11.918]我在努力爬上山顶并希望能够多呆一会儿
[01:11.918]my herat is a rock on the montain and inside its empty its already full of a lie
[01:15.950]我的心也想山上是的石头一样，只不过空心并且充满谎言
[01:15.950]she empty my heart and she take away
[01:18.262]她掏空了我的心并带走了我的爱
[01:18.262]my love an she stay away from me
[01:21.342]并且选择了远离我
[01:21.342]and she stay away frome me
[01:21.342]她选择了丢下我
[01:24.248]shouldve stay on my lane stay friend now regret it
[01:26.134]一开始我就应该保持距离做朋友，如今我后悔了
[01:26.134]but i taking my self in the game like im in it
[01:28.246]但我却太进入角色，忘了我根本不是主角
[01:28.246]and i think i did this all to me
[01:29.934]这一切都是我自己造成的后果
[01:29.934]making myself hurt and its hard to breath
[01:32.158]是我让自己无法呼吸的心痛
[01:32.158]used to dont trust heart broke now i get it
[01:34.214]曾经我不相信有人会为爱伤心现在懂了
[01:34.214]now i can feel the stroke inside my belly
[01:36.286]现在我感受到了裂腹般的痛苦
[01:36.286]lately ivbeen praying for my life im so petty
[01:38.271]最近我可怜的开始祈祷我能活下去
[01:38.271]heart so soft like big bear teddy
[01:40.406]脆弱的心情仿佛我是个大泰迪熊
[01:40.406]maybe im so tired of all this fate
[01:42.470]也许我只是受够了人们把坏事情当做命
[01:42.470]none this real all of you is fake
[01:44.446]如果这一切都是不存在的，那你们也是假的
[01:44.446]seeing my recfleciton when im here by the lake
[01:46.526]走到湖边看着我在水里的倒影
[01:46.526]take a look at me i cant even feel my face
[01:48.678]好好地看了一眼自己，感受到了麻木
[01:48.678]they said aint no sun without the rain
[01:50.030]他们说暴雨之后才会彩虹
[01:50.030]theres no growth without the pain
[01:51.118]也说失败是成功之母
[01:51.118]how can i trust u when i have no gain
[01:53.038]但我该怎么相信这些，我一直都是负负得负
[01:53.038]sruggle couple days i cant maintein
[01:55.358]挣扎了好几天，我不想继续了
[01:55.358]only time i feel a alive when im living withchu
[01:59.470]只有和你在一起的时候我才觉得自己有生命
[01:59.470]maybe im so hype and my heart it dosnt fit yours
[02:01.622]也许我夸大了这些，我们并不般配
[02:01.622]guess i have to say baby nice to meet you
[02:03.406]也许我该说很高兴遇见你就离开
[02:03.406]life is full of lesson but they never teach u
[02:05.608]生活充满了课程，但却没有人能教你
[02:05.608]im so glad i didnt go thru all this by myself
[02:07.830]我也很庆幸我没有一个人度过这些痛苦
[02:07.830]devil on my shoulder stay with me nam in hell
[02:09.622]因为恶魔在我肩上一直陪伴着我
[02:09.622]going thru the strom and the feeling hard to tell
[02:11.790]每天都在暴雪中生存，这感觉难以启齿
[02:11.790]stay inside my dorm and i keep on taking L
[02:11.808]只能偷偷躲在屋子里不断失败