[00:00.000] 作词 : Shawn Jump/ARIEL BLOOMER[00:01.000] 作曲 : Shawn Jump/ARIEL BLOOMER[00:11.044]Come a long way, the hard way[00:14.132]And maybe I made it too hard[00:16.528]Been a long fight, the wrong kind[00:19.458]That breaks you and leaves you unsure[00:22.424]Been fighting to feel like myself[00:25.132]Not sure that's what I want anymore[00:27.784]Feeling like me is probably the problem[00:31.643]I've had all along[00:34.054]I tell everyone I got better[00:37.499]But what if I'm not?[00:39.666]It's hard to face the truth sometimes[00:42.092]It's hard to face the truth[00:44.455]Oh and I tell everyone it gets better[00:48.582]But what if I'm wrong?[00:51.074]It's hard to tell the truth sometimes[00:53.470]Am I always gonna just be, just be[00:55.749]Background sad, background sad[00:58.415]Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head[01:01.253]Background sad, background sad[01:04.091]Wondering if this is as good as it gets[01:07.043]Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by[01:10.525]Telling myself it's alright?[01:14.009]Does it matter how hard I try?[01:16.031]Am I always gonna just be, just be background sad[01:24.502]I got pages and pages[01:27.179]Of documentation I keep[01:30.264]Looking for answers[01:33.002]And patterns I've hidden in me[01:35.468]Don't need the world in my hands[01:38.072]Think I'd be happy with halfway content[01:41.057]I should grow up and shut up[01:44.096]I'm probably wanting too much[01:47.434]Oh and I tell everyone it gets better[01:50.389]But what if I'm wrong?[01:53.039]It's hard to tell the truth sometimes[01:55.522]Am I always gonna just be, just be[01:58.027]Background sad, background sad[02:00.379]Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head[02:03.402]Background sad, background sad[02:06.284]Wondering if this is as good as it gets[02:08.892]Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by[02:12.728]Telling myself it's alright?[02:16.086]Does it matter how hard I try?[02:18.023]Am I always gonna just be, just be background sad[02:21.709]Will I always be waiting?[02:28.181]And what is it I'm chasing?[02:33.417]These questions could drive someone crazy[02:38.022]I don't want to spend the rest of my life asking myself[02:43.409]Am I always gonna just be, just be[02:45.858]Background sad, background sad[02:49.310]Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head[02:52.076]Background sad, background sad[02:54.081]Wondering if this is as good as it gets[02:56.881]Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by[03:00.834]Telling myself it's alright?[03:03.835]Does it matter how hard I try?[03:06.074]Am I always gonna just be, just be background sad