[00:11.800]Mum and Dad and Denny saw the passing out parade at Puckapunyal,[00:19.036](It was long march from cadets).[00:23.682]The Sixth Battalion was the next to tour and it was me who drew the card…[00:28.635]We did Canungra and Shoalwater before we left.[00:34.082]And Townsville lined the footpath as we marched down to the quay;[00:39.647]This clipping from the paper shows us young and strong and clean;[00:45.070]And there's me in my slouch hat, with my SLR and greens…[00:50.364]God help me, I was only nineteen.[01:01.804]From Vung Tau riding Chinooks to the dust at Nui Dat,[01:06.802]I'd been in and out of choppers now for months.[01:12.419]But we made our tents a home, VB and pin-ups on the lockers,[01:17.760]and an Asian orange sunset through the scrub.[01:23.103]And can you tell me, doctor, why I still can't get to sleep?[01:28.731]And night time's just a jungle dark and a barking M16?[01:34.374]And what's this rash that comes and goes, can you tell me what it means?[01:39.518]God help me, I was only nineteen.[01:50.702]A four week operation, when each step could mean your last one on two legs:[01:56.921]it was a war within yourself.[02:01.450]But you wouldn't let your mates down 'til they had you dusted off,[02:06.714]so you closed your eyes and thought about something else.[02:12.217]Then someone yelled out "Contact"', and the bloke behind me swore.[02:17.768]We hooked in there for hours, then a God almighty roar;[02:23.233]Frankie kicked a mine the day that mankind kicked the moon:[02:28.823]God help me, he was going home in June.[02:51.263]I can still see Frankie, drinking tinnies in the Grand Hotel[02:56.075]on a thirty-six hour rec. leave in Vung Tau.[03:01.851]And I can still hear Frankie lying screaming in the jungle.[03:06.928]'Till the morphine came and killed the bloody row[03:12.554]And the Anzac legends didn't mention mud and blood and tears,[03:17.648]and stories that my father told me never seemed quite real[03:23.276]I caught some pieces in my back that I didn't even feel…[03:28.489]God help me, I was only nineteen.[03:37.056]And can you tell me, doctor, why I still can't get to sleep?[03:42.215]And why the Channel Seven chopper chills me to my feet?[03:47.792]And what's this rash that comes and goes, can you tell me what it means?[03:53.251]God help me,[03:57.571]I was only nineteen.