[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles[00:08.835]That's how life goes[00:11.777]Yeah that's how life goes[00:13.370]The more quiet the night[00:14.257]The louder my thoughts[00:15.155]On my hand I tatted a cross[00:16.842]I find god whenever I'm lost[00:18.500]I humble myself he's the one I'll call[00:20.210]If you see me defeated just know that I fought[00:22.257]There's a reason they need me to be in the dark[00:23.959]My potential broke levels that no body saw[00:25.600]I'm special won't settle for less I'm a star[00:27.809]I'm not the typical rapper[00:29.264]The message in my music actually matters[00:30.868]My music will live after I'm in a casket[00:32.491]I'm never gon' quit till I'm moving the masses[00:34.239]Imagine a life where I lacked all my passion[00:35.938]And never poured my heart and soul into rapping[00:37.655]I'd be miserable wondering what would happen[00:39.398]If I wouldn't chase my dream[00:40.527]That thought does damage it's funny[00:41.666]Kids from high school who kept dissing[00:42.977]All work at McDonald's I'll take a McChicken[00:44.426]Can't expect the blind to ever see your vision[00:46.182]You peaked in high school now you hate that I'm winning[00:47.892]I'm grinning this isn't me bragging or gloating[00:49.649]This is a reminder my drive hasn't broken[00:51.323]Devoted still going even at my lowest[00:53.136]Opponents stay hoping I'll fail when I'm chosen[00:54.960]These moments I'm living are real[00:56.332]They don't care how I feel[00:57.591]I got wounds that don't heal[00:58.867]And I need love still[01:00.111]Why you running for the hills[01:01.439]You won't answer me I get it[01:02.784]Let's be honest I am gifted[01:04.037]I know when energy's shifting[01:05.286]I know when your acting different[01:06.607]I know you think I don't listen[01:07.856]I know you think I'm too driven[01:09.148]But that's something that you should know[01:10.233]A mediocre life's a joke[01:11.573]I'd rather have family close[01:12.844]I'd rather be inside a home[01:14.050]I'd rather have someone to hold[01:15.357]I'd rather smile when I'm old[01:16.712]If I have that but I'm broke[01:18.065]Then tell me who's really broke?[01:19.325]While I'm absent I've grown[01:20.717]But now I'm coming for the throne[01:22.367][01:22.768]Spent so many nights feeling like I'm inadequate[01:24.074]Letting my mind tell me I should be sad again[01:25.794]Despite my life going right I felt stagnant[01:27.466]Realized the time passing by can't be had again[01:29.158]So I got up and my drive was my catalyst[01:30.832]Manifested the life I been imagining[01:32.571]I put the time in this isn't an accident[01:34.316]The rise of me yo I'm feeling immaculate[01:36.064]Haven't been home I been in my mind[01:37.753]Don't you know we're just a matter of time[01:39.466]One minute you're living the next one you die[01:40.924]There's some things that money simply can't buy[01:42.794]See you may have eyes but you can not see[01:44.476]You live in a box so you are not free[01:46.179]Life's a gift from god that you can not keep[01:48.008]Going against the odds the best way to think[01:49.679]Believing in me is all I can do[01:51.388]Surrounded by haters doubters and fools[01:53.058]Who will come around when I got the jewels[01:54.826]They're here when I win but bail when I lose[01:56.290]It's funny how money makes change out of people[01:58.095]And paper dictates who's unworthy or equal[01:59.694]In my eyes that's the definition of evil[02:01.568]When materials the only way to see you[02:03.369]I need you to hear me and take this to heart[02:04.938]You are the reason you are where you are[02:06.916]Awaken your mind and follow the stars[02:08.531]One day they'll align and take you afar[02:10.206]I know life is hard the pressure is heavy[02:11.966]When nobody knows that your feeling unsteady[02:13.627]But still have to show up and feeling so empty[02:15.356]You're never rewarded there's never confetti[02:16.951]There's envy and anger never been stranger[02:18.692]To a life where it feels like your being anchored[02:20.360]Living inside of your mind feeling dangerous[02:22.277]Watching them fall but you can not save em[02:23.999]You can't save yourself your living in hell[02:25.715]The smile on your face makes it hard to tell[02:27.512]And there's no one who could help[02:29.757]The lonely journey to yourself