[00:00.000] 作曲 : Daniel Sewell/ta Ukrainka/Zheani Sparkes/Ryan Stephen Klenk/Benjamin Fernando Barajas Lasky/Eli Winter/Autumn Beviacqua/June/Cynthoni/Anastasiia Ivakhnenko/Oleka (Autumn Beviacqua)/Chika Ueda/Angel Prost[00:01.079][Part I][00:02.423][00:03.214][Verse 1: Danny Brown][00:12.377]Fight with them myself, I took that L and lost that war[00:14.789]I was livin' in Hell, a mental cell down on the score[00:18.124]Blamed everyone but myself and went and left, what's the problem?[00:21.307]Couldn't get no help, they all gave up, I think we lost 'em[00:24.114]Escapin' in that bottle, drank so much, I just passed out[00:27.013]Couldn't face my life, felt like death was the only way out[00:30.384]Dark clouds all over my head, inside, I was dead[00:33.568]Lookin' in my eyes, you see no light, was off the meds[00:36.361]Wait until the music only express what's depressed[00:39.627]Over time, I was losin', was so stressed, I couldn't accept it[00:42.418]A junkie, alcoholic, whatever you call it, I was all that[00:45.795]Off track, already lost that, off the real, couldn't come back[00:48.578]Lost sight, wasn't livin' right, had no fight, gave up[00:51.472]Well I ain't tellin' myself, "Don't need help," myself, couldn't trust[00:54.465]Now you how gon' believe in someone that couldn't leave it alone?[00:57.716]Goin' off my mind, straight off my path, I couldn't find home[00:58.960][00:59.788][Chorus: ta Ukrainka][01:00.993]Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола[01:03.848]Я бракована, я бракована[01:06.337]Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована[01:09.935]Я не памʼятаю хто вона, не памʼятаю хто вона[01:12.814]Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола[01:15.315]Я бракована, я бракована[01:18.503]Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована[01:22.076]Я не памʼятаю хто вона, хто вона[01:22.925][01:23.877][Verse 2: Danny Brown][01:25.084]Who there for me? I need someone to come and save me[01:27.995]Crazy how I thought it was all they bought, they all tried to play me[01:31.286]Put it all on my nose, who I say the GOAT? I couldn't see[01:34.088]On my own, words sing to me, the biggest problem was me[01:36.873]Couldn't cope, I lost hope and I lost control[01:40.208]Didn't know that I was livin' life or really was dyin' slow[01:43.394]Addiction had me by the throat, I couldn't breathe, just choke[01:46.206]My own words couldn't take serious, I was livin' a joke[01:49.394]Spazzin' out in public, so corrupted by the suffix[01:52.181]Didn't wanna discuss it, so stay, dust it, felt like nothing[01:55.453]I couldn't be trusted, didn't care, so I was like, "**** it"[01:58.242]Destroyed my life, didn't think twice, I was stuck in[02:01.547]Addiction, contradictions, wouldn't listen, lost my business[02:04.343]Blinded by that drink and both my problems, couldn't admit it[02:07.687]Down bad, goin' out sad and no one could get through to me[02:10.479]Cuttin' on that, I was on that, off the drugs, was losin' it[02:11.380][02:12.680][Chorus: ta Ukrainka][02:13.867]Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола[02:16.707]Я бракована, я бракована[02:19.161]Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована[02:21.942]Я не памʼятаю хто вона, не пам’ятаю хто вона[02:25.300]Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола[02:28.681]Я бракована, я бракована[02:31.454]Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована[02:34.639]Я не памʼятаю хто вона, хто вона[02:35.984][02:36.890][Verse 3: ta Ukrainka][02:37.811]Minęło parę lat, ale wciąż pamiętam jak dobrowolnie weszłam sama do społecznej izolatki[02:44.078]Wszystko mam za bardzo pod kontrolą, nawet za namową nie wychodzę[02:48.170]Nie wyjdę z własnej klatki[02:50.267]Matka najpierw czekała, potem nie mogła, więc zapieprzała[02:53.248]A zmęczenia to do kurwy nędzy moj rodzinny gem[02:56.428]Miałam się nie poddawać lecz wiedziałam jak Kasandra, jeśli puszczę tylko lejce będzie bardzo, bardzo źle[03:02.406]Wielce Gregor Samsa zamieniałam się w robaka[03:05.223]Rację miała Kayah, nie był ze mnie żaden ptak[03:08.392]Zawsze znałam drogę do domu, drogę do nudy, drogę do śmierci[03:11.606]Zapomniałam ścieżki radości, życia, jakiejkolwiek nadziei[03:14.504]Oh, uncle Danny, ja sobie nie radzę[03:17.394]Oh, uncle Danny, proszę cię o radę[03:20.331]Oh, uncle Danny, opowiedz mi bajkę[03:23.652]Pokaż mi tą straszną okropieństw wystawę[03:24.867][03:25.285][Chorus: ta Ukrainka][03:26.652]Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола[03:29.608]Я бракована, я бракована[03:32.124]Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована[03:35.703]Я не памʼятаю хто вона, не памʼятаю хто вона[03:38.624]Я хочу вийти з цього чортового кола[03:41.416]Я бракована, я бракована[03:44.359]Якась мала білява дівчинка в фотоальбомі схована[03:47.901]Я не памʼятаю хто вона, хто вона[03:48.778][03:49.758][Outro: ta Ukrainka][03:51.365][Lost it?][03:52.700][03:53.905][Part II][03:55.100][03:57.699][Intro: Danny Brown][04:15.386]Watch my skin erupt in a cynthoni of flames[04:23.477]Check[04:23.880][04:24.842][Verse 1: Danny Brown][04:26.811]Lost in the world where ain't no luck, felt like it filled with hatred (Style)[04:29.250]Gotta stay up and keep it up, feels like you ain't gon' make it (Yeah)[04:32.036]Gotta take it there to make it there even though they all want it out you (Uh-huh)[04:34.957]Trust in yourself without a care, believe no one can stop you (Yeah)[04:37.438]Even if they judge, don't give no ****, gotta share with what you made of (Style)[04:40.396]Gotta keep it up, trust in yourself, so what, even though they haters? (Style)[04:42.718]Gotta make it work and know your worth, ain't those who short for Noah[04:46.078]Gotta sing that tall, went through it all, in due time, you'll wash out 'em (Go)[04:49.417]Been through that fire, ain't no liar, I made it up out that struggle (Yeah)[04:51.822]Got a couple buyers, I got tired, wrapped up in that hustle (Uh-huh)[04:54.668]Can't tell my dream, they can't believe I made it and I'm still here (Yeah)[04:57.410]Maybe share that tip and I'm thinkin' those years, wait, wasn't no hands in the air (Uh-huh)[05:00.630]Man, I feel blessed and I might go check, yeah, number one, just go crazy (Crazy)[05:02.901]Strap on they necks, there ain't no next, it's just **** you and pay me (Ah)[05:05.553]I was so ****ed up, I was drinkin' drugs, I forgot who I was (Who?)[05:08.543]Now I found myself and I got that help from everyone that I love (Love)[05:11.417]It's better days, my life got saved, I'm focused on the future (Ah)[05:14.390]So ain't no way that I'm gon' cave 'cause I know it get crucial (Yeah)[05:17.055]Gotta change it up, no givin' up 'cause day-by-day is a battle (Ah)[05:19.803]I'ma keep it up, they know what's up and focus on what matter (Uh-huh)[05:22.828]It's never too late to find your place, gotta figure out, what's your purpose? (Uh-huh)[05:25.802]I know my place in Christ, yeah, safe, I'm thinkin' 'bout, "Is it worth it?" (Uh-huh)[05:28.508]I seen that light, put up a fight even though them days got dark (Yeah)[05:32.073]Know it's in my sight of what is right and I know I came far (Go)[05:33.270][05:34.118][Chorus: Zheani][05:34.356]Never, I get up, I get up, I've been strutting on[05:37.326]Never, I get up, I get up, I've been strutting on[05:40.077]Never, I get up, I get up, I guess I was wrong[05:43.244]You can't hang with us, boom, boom, boom[05:45.918]Never see the end of me (Yeah)[05:48.878]Never see the (Never see the)[05:51.570]Never see the end of me[05:54.289]Never see the (Never see the)[05:55.144][05:55.415][Verse 2: Danny Brown][05:56.851]When the road got rough, I kept it up and made it to my goal (Yeah)[05:59.539]When the war got tough, I did get buff, somethin' strong, engage in four (Uh-huh)[06:02.186]So stay there gang, I felt so trapped but now I'm free as a bird (Bird)[06:05.163]I used to serve on the block, got swerved, now everyone gettin' curved (Ah)[06:07.863]Made it out the street on two-watt beats but now I work with verses (Style)[06:10.603]Now I'm OG, they all know me for putting beats in hearses (Style)[06:13.636]You know what's worse? I lost my thirst, I'm back now and I'm hungry (Yeah)[06:16.615]Live above that curse and now I search for happiness, **** that money (Ah)[06:17.145][06:18.002][Outro: Zheani][06:20.300]Never see the end of me, never see the end of me (Of me, of me)[06:23.458]Never see the end of me (Never see the end, never see the end)[06:27.187]Never see the end of me (Never see the end, never see the)[06:31.988]Never see the end of me[06:34.654]Never see the (Never see the)[06:37.797]Never see the end of me[06:40.499]Never see the (Never see the)[06:41.634][06:41.837][Part III][06:42.102][06:42.684][Spoken: Angel Emoji][06:42.970]We can have perfection like before[06:45.344]I really believe that we can have perfection if we really tried[06:48.600]I can count it all up and assemble it back together[06:51.568]No, for real, I've done it before, do you believe me?[06:54.761]I can count it all up and put it back together again, do you believe me?[06:57.420]If I can't make the magic again, what am I for?[07:00.436]The real magic is found in the beginnings of things, anyways[07:03.101]Everyone knows that[07:04.261]The second something starts, it's over[07:06.122]Only in the brief, microscopic first breath of "Go" is there anything worth talking about[07:13.647]If we combine all our restless moments in our long lives together[07:17.661]Maybe we can capture the beginning again[07:20.372]Maybe we can get to the lump sum of total love[07:23.104]Is it true that after you run out of illusions, you also run out of pleasure?[07:26.551]My wish, personally, is that delirious, wild rivalry shall sweep us away on its four-horse carriage (Its four-horse carriage)[07:32.930]Beyond the ends of the Earth, it casts us onto unknown shores[07:37.258]Sometimes you wished that you stayed swept up in the delirium[07:40.779]And to think when you were young, you thought of yourself as ugly[07:43.200]You thought yourself into ugliness[07:45.411]And now, being actually ugly, you crave your pretty, yet delusional youth[07:51.325]Back then, nothing impressed you[07:53.209]When you're rich and desired, to appear struck by something[07:57.463]Moved by some performance or art is to appear common, simple-minded[08:02.508]You had to be a critic at all times[08:03.836]The voice in your head telling you to get better simply must've had some[08:07.099]—ply must've had some real life analog[08:09.379]So you had no choice but to embody it[08:12.397]You were suddenly disgusted with love, you were suddenly sickened by it[08:15.847]Lovers were just eyes popping through your skin[08:18.774]Exposing the vile slosh pits that constitute your essence[08:22.491]You wondered what made things enjoyable when you were younger[08:24.968]How those same things drove you insane now[08:27.190]Humor was corny, stoicism was too obvious[08:30.115]But God, can we enjoy something before we crest and sink into sleep—[08:34.265]Can we enjoy something before we crest and sink into sleep—[08:37.197]Can we enjoy something before we crest and sink into sleep forever?