[00:00.000] 作词 : Big4L[00:00.952] 作曲 : Big4L[00:01.904]Mixed by W.T.M.[00:04.904]封面:JYT[00:08.154]Beats made by Jammy Beatz[00:09.572][00:09.848][00:12.322]my love is suicide[00:13.823]期待黎明前的到来[00:15.322]suffer pain all night[00:16.569]I just wanna pray for my life[00:18.573]在深夜徘徊 直到天亮才能释怀[00:21.732]感觉不到空气的存在[00:23.737]每次呼吸受阻碍[00:25.484]还好我的心在跳动 but my soul is die[00:28.484]躯体早已不被操纵 popping pills all night[00:31.983]没有新鲜感 生命陷入死循环[00:34.735]我的心已不会再痛 so is time to say goodbye[00:37.735]I pray my soul, my love is still ripped[00:40.236]it lose control, like drunkard and tripped[00:43.904]Iet her go, emotional scarred, pain through head to toe[00:46.657]love is gone, my heart is never flipped[00:48.404][00:50.153]depressed mood,even life drag me down I will stay fool[00:54.579]I'm not deserve it that you do[00:57.579]我为我的家人和 我homie祈福[01:00.579]drowning drowning 最后的救赎[01:02.329][01:02.987]outfits all black[01:04.237]put mf chain on me yeah[01:05.738]Inside all white[01:07.237]I don't care if u blame on me yeah[01:09.241]there's no light[01:10.487]I'm so lit with flames on me[01:12.241]never hit u back[01:13.741]I'm not, not numb[01:14.916][01:15.420]pray for rest of my life,[01:16.416]smlie atmy phantom there's no shadow inside[01:18.170]把希望活埋[01:19.670]fusion withmy phantom I saw inside all white[01:21.667]所有场合应付着来 可以和谁倾诉呢[01:24.668]所有人都心怀鬼胎 做感情的叛徒么[01:26.916][01:28.166]一片空白对未来 的憧憬一片空白[01:30.918]不可重来不会猜 不逃避不会重来[01:34.416]应付着来 应付着来 可以和谁倾诉呢[01:37.416]心怀鬼胎 心怀鬼胎 做感情的叛徒么[01:39.421][01:40.669]I wanna be a freeman[01:42.171]no longer be a slave of love[01:43.669]heart is hiding a demon[01:45.420]get dark he will suck my blood[01:46.919]struggle with it every night, can't quit gotta face it[01:49.919]I just wanna **** dat shit, it's too late to waste it[01:51.834][01:53.334]depressed mood,even life drag me down I will stay fool[01:57.244]I'm not deserve it that you do[02:00.742]我为我的家人和 我homie祈福[02:03.742]drowning drowning 最后的救赎[02:04.663][02:05.824]outfits all black[02:07.074]put mf chain on me yeah[02:08.825]Inside all white[02:10.324]I don't care if u blame on me yeah[02:12.322]there's no light[02:13.823]I'm so lit with flames on me[02:15.073]never hit u back don't[02:16.573]shame on me I'm not to be yeah[02:18.322][02:18.576]I pray my soul, my love is still ripped[02:21.576]it lose control, like drunkard and tripped[02:24.577]Iet her go, emotional scarred, pain through head to toe[02:27.576]love is gone, my heart is never flipped[02:30.577][02:31.074]depressed mood,even life drag me down I will stay fool[02:35.574]I'm not deserve it that you do[02:38.574]我为我的家人和 我homie祈福[02:41.824]drowning drowning 最后的救赎