[00:23.317] If I could go back, to the start[00:28.637] I would have done things so differently[00:34.891] Gripped by my own fear, forever[00:40.244] At the edge of acceptance, looking down[01:57.125] What hits the hardest is having to know[02:02.163] That after all that's happened I have failed to grow[02:07.660] And that with every step that I take[02:12.601] I keep on repeating the same mistakes[02:19.322] Feelings of remorse fill my heart[02:24.323] Everything I've ever touched has fallen apart[02:30.089] And as I leave it all behind[02:35.276] The memories will leave my mind[03:49.320] If I could go back, to the start[03:55.043] I would have done things so differently[04:00.775] Gripped by my own fear, forever[04:06.379] At the edge of acceptance, looking down[04:12.435] There was a time I had everything[04:18.852] but I turned my back on it all[04:24.468] Now I'm just left with regrets[04:30.594] with my back against the wall[04:34.401] Irreversible[04:39.916] I have nothing left[04:45.478] I can't change a thing[04:51.011] There's no remedy[07:15.478] What have I let myself become[07:23.730] I want nothing more than for this to end