[00:30.855]Everyday I wake up feeling so alone[00:34.715]I don't wanna go out,I just wanna stay at home[00:38.320]Deal with my depression,try to cope with all my woes[00:42.229]No one understands me,I guess I'm on my own[00:45.852]And I'm so tired of feeling this way[00:49.862]And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely[00:53.576]No I can't explain how chemical the pain[00:57.183]Is when you dealing with it by yourself it drives you insane[01:01.961]It's at the bottom of the bottle in the morning[01:06.070]It's in every pill I swallow when I'm bored[01:09.107]And I'll never be okay,it's just another day[01:13.801]To get through even though I know I gotta find a way[01:17.350]I'm done pretending I'm good[01:19.490]If I can smile then I would[01:21.331]They say you can if you try[01:23.150]I've tried about a million times[01:25.238]And nothing hurts the same[01:27.029]There's nobody to blame[01:28.965]And no one understands so I just keep them far away[01:32.707]Everyday I wake up feeling so alone[01:36.422]I don't wanna go out,I just wanna stay at home[01:40.134]Deal with my depression,try to cope with all my woes[01:44.273]No one understands me,I guess I'm on my own[01:47.619]And I'm so tired of feeling this way[01:51.737]And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely[01:55.455]No I can't explain how chemical the pain[01:59.172]Is when you dealing with it by yourself it drives you insane[02:04.286]And when the lights go out[02:08.201]When the lights go[02:09.654]Hate it when the lights go out,I can't sleep[02:13.555]I'm stuck in here[02:15.464]A stupid world where I just wanna disappear[02:18.806]'Cause everyday I wake up feeling so alone[02:23.158]I don't wanna go out,I just wanna stay at home[02:26.667]Deal with my depression,try to cope with all my woes[02:30.749]No one understands me,I guess I'm on my own[02:34.163]And I'm so tired of feeling this way[02:38.087]And I'm so tired of feeling so lonely[02:41.863]No I can't explain how chemical the pain[02:45.541]Is when you dealing with it by yourself it drives you insane