[00:00.000] 作词 : Adam Grisham[00:01.000] 作曲 : Adam Grisham[00:02.000] 编曲 : Adam Grisham[00:14.654] Under raging sun crawling to the one 在炽烈的阳光下,我匍匐向[00:18.366] On the picture hanging on my wall 那张挂在我墙上的照片[00:22.464] I looked at him he’s the one I want to be 我凝视着他——那正是我想成为的人[00:26.566] But how can I define 可我又该如何定义这一切[00:29.779] He’s smart he’s tall he talks a lot 他聪明、高挑、健谈[00:33.399] When he’s with me I feel distraught 他在我身边时,我却心乱如麻[00:37.070] The way he walks shines through their hearts 他走路的姿态能照亮他人的心[00:40.773] My envy struck 我的嫉妒随之袭来[00:43.728] I looked into the mirror asking if I were way much thinner 我看向镜子,问自己如果我再瘦一点[00:51.114] Then I won’t be alone on Fridays and I could be a singer 那我是不是就不会再孤单,也能成为一个歌手[00:58.255] He’s been nice to me but all we talk is only about the weather 他待我友善,但我们谈的永远只是天气[01:05.723] But that’s enough to make me cry inside 但这已足够让我在心里落泪[01:11.096] A whole ****** river 一整条河流[01:27.979] Once heard people said out of sight out of mind 我听人说过“眼不见,心不烦”[01:31.608] But his smile engraved in my head 可他的笑容却刻在我脑海里[01:35.316] We aren’t friends but I keep hearing about his news and his amazing wife 我们并非朋友,却总听到他和他美丽妻子的消息[01:43.114] I strived to be a man like him 我努力想成为那样的男人[01:46.762] The clothes the talk his everything 学他的衣着、言谈、乃至一切[01:50.361] I thought when I became not me 我以为只要我不再是我[01:54.050] Here comes the spring 春天就会到来[01:56.988] I looked into the mirror asking if I were way much thinner 我看向镜子,问自己如果我再瘦一点[02:04.489] Then I won’t be alone on Fridays and I could be a singer 那我是不是就不会再孤单,也能成为一个歌手[02:11.479] He’s been nice to me but all we talk is only about the weather 他待我友善,但我们谈的永远只是天气[02:19.010] But that’s enough to make me cry inside 但这已足够让我在心里落泪[02:24.293] A whole ****** river 一整条河流[02:41.269] People tell me I should be myself 人们告诉我要做自己[02:45.413] But no one knows how it must’ve felt 可没人懂那种煎熬的感觉[02:49.042] So I put on the masquerade to cover up my face 所以我戴上面具,遮住真实的脸[02:55.866] Forced to be a man that I don’t like 被迫成为我自己也厌恶的模样[03:00.018] Yet I really am magnetized 可我仍被那吸引的力量所困[03:03.622] It’s like I’m in a cage 就像被困在牢笼[03:06.156] I want to be him, but I just hate when… 我想成为他,却又憎恨这样的自己……[03:10.360] I looked into the mirror asking if I were way much thinner 我看向镜子,问自己如果我再瘦一点[03:17.662] Then I won’t be alone on Fridays and I could be a singer 那我是不是就不会再孤单,也能成为一个歌手[03:24.743] He’s been nice to me but all we talk is only about the weather 他待我友善,但我们谈的永远只是天气[03:32.258] But that’s enough to make me cry inside, oh 但那已足够让我在心里哭泣,哦[03:39.760] And that’s enough to make me die inside, oh 那也足够让我在心里死去,哦[03:46.883] And that’s enough to make me cry inside 这已足够让我哭泣[03:52.282] A whole ****** river 一整条河流