[00:00.000]And now for the third part of four-part Late Night Tales story[00:04.000]"Flat of Angles"[00:05.000]Written by Simon Cleary[00:06.000]And read by me Benendict Cumberbatch[00:10.000]I just can't access my thoughts[00:11.000]Or put them into words[00:13.000]I think now my brain recycle been awaiting deletion[00:17.000]Still no reply to my text, I send to its ...[00:21.000]Oh, let me see[00:22.000]9:48, and it's now 10 o'clock[00:25.000]She hasn't texted to me in response[00:27.000]To my imploring, longing, yearning message[00:29.000]full of wiring sudden grief[00:31.000]Thus, morning!(escalation mark)[00:33.000]How are you[00:34.000]I enjoyed our journey in the dark so can't wait this night!(escalation mark)[00:39.000]Back at my place, looking forward to the gig tonight[00:42.000]what time can you get there?[00:43.000]Where is Rhythm Factory?(escalation mark)[00:45.000]Have a great day![00:47.000]Kiss.[00:49.000]As many questions as possible all crying out for response[00:53.000]surface lightness, reflective even[00:55.000]Asking after, referring to events our showing her I'm thinking of her[00:59.000]The kiss bow[01:00.999]That was contemplative for a good five minutes although we held hands briefly[01:04.998]Near McDonald's on the Earl's Court Road last night[01:06.998]I don't know that was to forward the kiss, too presumptuous now[01:11.998]But, her touch, sent a clean electric impulse through me[01:17.998]up my arm, into my brain[01:19.998]It cuts through the K, the sodium light[01:24.998]the rain I longed to protect her from my arms[01:29.998]Now he's check of the message this phone results[01:33.000]and a little clutch of pain somewhere of the sanity is heart[01:38.000]The snails are climbing all over the wall in my bathroom[01:43.000]There is a bush outside the window[01:45.000]when it rains if I've left the window open[01:47.000]which I need to, sometimes[01:49.000]They crawl in[01:52.000]The iridescent tracery they leave on[01:54.000]Unknown journey sparkles in the bob light[01:58.000]I take a Tesco-bag glove and gather them,[02:00.998]bundle them out the window.[02:08.000]My time spend with you before the war.[02:14.000]She said she was going to Spain, hoped it wouldn’t rain,[02:16.000]heard it wouldn’t rain. I wanted to go too,[02:18.000]she said she was a solo traveler,[02:20.000]it was her rule,[02:21.000]she goes on journeys alone.[02:23.000]With plenty to read.[02:25.000]I recommend some books, so that perhaps a thought of me would go with her.[02:29.000]Perhaps I am the only thought she had.[02:30.000]Or more probably, she never thought of me, as I did of her.[02:33.000]I wanted to say these things,[02:35.000]but there was always a wall around me,[02:37.000]I could never tell people how much they meant to me.[02:39.000]I could tell others how much I hated some people,[02:41.000]but could never even tell a friend I appreciated their company[02:45.000]until I'd had 10 cans, then it would descend into a stereotypical drunken[02:50.000]“You’re my best mate, you are.”[02:54.000]So we opened that bottle of absinthe, and sat on the couch.[02:58.000]I knocked a copy of The Face onto the floor,[03:01.000]cleared away a few cans with my boots.[03:02.000]We turned to face each other there,[03:05.000]and my knee touched hers.[03:10.000]I looked at our knees together,[03:12.000]hers at the top of the black leather boots, hidden in grey woollen tights,[03:16.000]with little bobbles on them.[03:20.000]Her knee moved imperceptibly away,[03:24.000]but I felt it.[03:26.000]I looked up to her face[03:28.000]as she said “Drink a shot with me, and look me in the eye as you do.”[03:33.000]We did.[03:35.000]and feel the effect of the alcohol,[03:38.000]but her eyes gave me a warm glow,[03:42.000]I was swallowed by them,[03:45.000]as she swallowed the green liquid.[03:48.000]I couldn’t get enough.[03:50.000]We did it again and again.[03:55.000]Rinse, then repeat.[03:58.000]As needed.[04:02.000]Well, we were fabric for a drama bass night[04:06.000]we were about to bow about four[04:08.000]Just getting our coats, when we and Tim getting some sorts of trouble with the coat room attendant, he lost his ticket[04:12.000]She said "we'd have to wait until the end to get the coat[04:16.000]So we had to sit outside by the meat market, in the freezing cold[04:20.000]At least wear our coats[04:21.000]Until 8, when it was finally over[04:23.000]Tim with his only coat hanging around in the middle of this desert[04:28.000]And then Tim, put his hand, in his jeans' pocket and pulls out a sweat rubbish ruffled ticket[04:34.000]saying "I had it all along"[04:38.000]Doug, saw this, he just screws his hands up into his face[04:42.000]forces them to his side[04:44.000]shaking, grating his teeth, groaning[04:47.000]moving off slowly, muttering "fu~~~XX"[04:53.000]Oh no, my number will be on her phone.[04:58.000]They’ll know.[05:00.000]I need to get round there and delete the calls.[05:04.000]So it[05:10.000]Out of the strong, came forth sweetness.[05:16.000]It says that on the tins of Lyle’s Golden Syrup.[05:18.000]Have you ever noticed that?[05:20.000]It has a picture of a lion, dead,[05:22.000]surrounded by bees, buzzing around,[05:23.000]and feasting on the lion’s innards.[05:24.000]It is from a Biblical story,[05:26.000]someone was going somewhere,[05:27.000]saw the lion dead in the sunshine,[05:29.000]and carried on.[05:30.000]On his way back,the bees had started to form a hive within the lion,[05:34.000]and were creating honey.[05:36.000]Hence out of the strong...[05:40.000]I have enough here to join her, to join the lion.[05:47.000]I can't walk around the block once more, again.[05:52.000]I've been doing that for years, and I have never escaped.[05:57.000]I don't even know why I'm doing it.[06:01.000]I'm going nowhere, like those snails, except out the window.[06:09.000]The streets are full of mercenary eyes.[06:12.000]Veins full of evil serum.[06:15.000]90 degrees from window.[06:18.000]Right down to its gables.[06:26.000]You've been listening to Late Night Tales[06:29.000]Music and stories worth staying up for.