[00:32.67]Christ The suffering and misery that[00:43.80]I endure to harbor thoughts so brizzare beyond impure[00:49.65]Mother, I'm here to do all the things that you long for me to do[00:51.24]I love when we're in our reside alone late at night and you embrace me[02:35.34]Now you found another to do all the things that we used to do at night in our room[02:37.71]Now I experience sexual neglect at 10 years old[02:54.36]Now your life means nothing to me after all the pain you caused me[02:58.05]Judt to see you with another guy[02:59.34]I guess I'm the only one was just a'lie[03:02.10]I confront you with sexual trunstration built up inside of me but you deny the pleasure you'll noy die in vain[03:18.36]The suffering and misery that[03:47.70]I endure to see your streaks ob blood still run down the wall[03:58.83]You can now not leave me but your death was not in vain even though your body's cold[04:06.90]I can still enjoy you in death[04:07.47]Mother