[00:11.990]It's like we're a bunch of lonely people[00:19.500]Testing the limit to see how much pain we can bear[00:34.460]Honestly I don't know how I got so far[00:41.000]I did this to me[00:43.500]I did this to me[00:46.460]There is no one else to blame[00:50.400]I did it myself[00:53.700]I did this to me[00:54.990]I did this to me[00:56.000]I did this to me[00:57.700]I did this to me[00:59.500]I wish it was your fault[01:01.000]I wish it was your fault[01:02.500]But how could it be,oh[01:04.500]But how could it be,oh[01:05.600]I did this to me[01:18.200]Sometimes I can't move at all[01:22.100]Unless I'm certain that I'm following the right path[01:29.100]The right path[01:38.200]In my dreams, you praised me and clapped[01:43.400]Then mommy said[01:44.700]"It's alright,there's always next time"[01:48.600]"You did your best"[01:51.300]It's like we're a bunch of lonely people[01:58.800]Testing the limit to see how much pain we can bear[02:05.300]Not too much and not too little[02:11.100]So the world feels much more familiar[02:25.900]And the only reason I could carry on is thanks to[02:33.800]My imaginary children, great-great-grandchildren[02:37.200]Singing in front of my 100th birthday cake[02:40.800]Saying they are glad, saying they are proud[02:43.500]Of what I've accomplished in my time[02:47.900]It's all but a dream[02:51.800]It's all but a dream[02:57.600]It's all but a dream[03:03.600]I did this to me[03:05.900]I did this to me[03:07.500]I did this to me[03:08.500]I did this to me[03:10.100]There is no more mommy[03:11.900]There is no more daddy[03:13.900]I'll take it head on[03:15.800]Yeah I'll take it head on[03:16.100]Cause I did this to me