[00:00.00] 作词 : Couzi Xavier[00:01.00] 作曲 : Couzi Xavier[00:42.57]Release in anger[00:46.02]My schizophrenia[00:50.01]And feel the terror[00:51.21]Thru nights, and days[00:54.63]Obey The force inside me[00:58.05]The pain That shows no mercy[01:01.50]Away Impossible dream[01:04.98]Sometimes I just want to sit down and cry alone[01:08.40]Thru ups It takes me a while to[01:11.79]And downs Realize who I am[01:15.18]Forever Drives a man insane[01:18.81]When fire burned it all, ashes are all is left[01:22.38]I have bad dreams, like I'm falling[02:34.23]Cold light of day, have me waiting[02:37.71]Deep seated, obsessional hatred[02:41.01]Wake up scared, sweet dementia[02:46.80]Playing with fire[02:55.11]Sink into despair[03:00.72]Increase contradiction[03:03.57]Senseless and useless[03:05.55]Broken Mutual incomprehension[03:07.59]Illusion Far beyond control[03:08.73]Nonsense Down cried all my life[03:10.08]I like to think that you hate that I hate you[03:52.86]A sweet dementia drives me crazy[03:56.40]This sweet dementia whispers slowly[03:59.82]The sweet dementia appears night and day[04:03.21]And forces me to hide the demons deep inside