[00:00.000] 作词 : JohnT[00:01.000] 作曲 : JohnT[00:02.000] 编曲 : Dawn[00:15.487]混音/母带:JohnT[00:17.076]Verse:[00:17.974]哀怒抛弃了喜乐变得不再完整[00:20.086]逐渐也看清了世间的及其寒冷[00:22.011]它在撕我的皮[00:22.958]冥冥中催我舍离[00:24.026]不想再忍疼可我没有勇气喊疼[00:25.880]你要向我伸手吗上帝[00:27.714]可这种感觉会让我上瘾[00:29.676]冰尖行走的痛怎么忘记[00:31.408]指尖的香烟短暂的相抵[00:33.591]愈发着急 深陷消极[00:35.303]成人的世界能不能减少一点焦虑[00:37.719]愿望是重见下光明[00:39.100]即使手段是圈套引砖再抛玉[00:41.406]把所有的情绪转化成文字[00:43.192]封闭在狭小的单间不想触及人事[00:45.178]再多来一次[00:46.400]不管几次[00:47.346]也逃不出命运的出厂设置[00:49.318]诶 这种人生如果是换你[00:51.106]你会选择怎么躲过纸币的算计[00:53.156]怎么做好虚假的人情世故[00:54.819]还是你也不会直到你断气[00:57.009]过去的快乐慢一点[00:58.601]现在只想时间走得快一点[01:00.722]错过的美好那就错过吧[01:02.721]任由摆布就这样落魄吧[01:04.486]Hook:[01:04.728]i dont want to be anxious anymore[01:10.101]都是自食自下的果[01:14.023]i tried my best to escape[01:17.916]i want you to stop and wait[01:21.246]采样:闻香识女人[01:22.798]so everybody does it, get on with your life,would you?[01:25.736]what life?i got no life![01:29.368]i am in the dark![01:32.369]you understand?[01:33.787]i am in the dark![01:35.100]Verse:[01:35.898]以为有感悟争气了点[01:37.757]刷了很多视频让我活在这当下[01:39.849]愁云惨雾蒙蔽了眼[01:41.624]伸手不见五指要我怎么找方向[01:43.685]鼓励的话显得很苍白[01:45.485]郁郁寡欢不是演的怎忘怀[01:47.413]尝试不被该死的情绪绑架[01:49.331]还是无法将快乐的频率揽下[01:51.261]i love my mom[01:52.696]i want to be your pride[01:53.562]不想打败仗[01:54.665]别人都说我们长太像[01:56.321]可为何心态活得不太像[01:58.513]蹲在湖边触摸着倒影[02:00.229]鸟儿伸出翅膀想把我抱紧[02:02.167]一只只有秩序地排着队[02:04.130]原来生命难能才可贵[02:06.316]出来这么久了还是没有成就[02:07.940]没人向你伸手也没有人救[02:10.116]心跳猛然加快吸不上气到最后也是独自一人承受[02:13.940]用尽各种方法哪条能行通[02:15.581]不想再跟它交往再跟它情浓[02:17.891]把它写成音乐用台词形容[02:19.597]才发现触发的源头是来自[02:21.726]Hook:[02:22.249]i dont want to be anxious anymore[02:27.582]都是自食自下的果[02:31.335]i tried my best to escape[02:35.370]i want you to stop and wait